How Much Do You Love Me? (Taylor Caniff Fanfiction)

Chapter 52

(A/N) : Before starting on
this Chapter, go and play a sad song, something like "See You Again." Or "Never Be Alone." It'll leave you feeling emotional. Enjoy my loves! :)
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*Taylor's P.O.V*
It's been about 3 weeks already, Shelby still isn't awake. Its depressing for me not to be able to hold her warm body in my arms. Not to see her beautiful green emerald eyes in the shining Sun. I miss me and her always being together. What I really miss is her enjoyment on things that we would do together Her amazing laugh would always make my heart feel complete.
Me and the rest of the guys are sitting in the waiting room just hoping and praying that Shelby will be okay. My palms are sweating while my hands are in my lap with a hand to hand position.

God, if you're listening right now I want you to take special care of my beautiful baby angel. If she doesn't come through with this then I want you to tell her that I'll always remember her and I won't ever forget her. She'll always be apart of my life, my heart, and in my mind.
But most importantly, tell her I love her. She was the happiest and bestest girlfriend a guy could ever ask for.

And with that, I start feeling my eyes getting watery.

If she passes, then that's how Life will always be. You just have to let things happen that you don't want it to happen but happens anyways, wether you like it or not. Its kinda how Life works out.

*Henlie's P.O.V*
I look out the window of the hospitable room and see children playing on the playground, I remember those memories. They were happy and amazing memories I've had with Shelby. That's when Shelby and I first met. Back in preschool on the playground. Me and her would always tell each other that we both looked like perfection each and every day  and other girly things like that.
While I'm staring out the window I notice I hear someone calling my name and so I look behind me and I see Shelby, barely opening her eyes and holding her hand out for me to grab it.

Me: Shelby, your awake! I can't believe this, it's a miracle!

Shelby: No it's actually not.

Me: Why's that?

I show a little frown.

Shelby: Well, don't take any of this the wrong way Henlie. The reason why I said that was because well I've been awake for the past 2 weeks, I just wanted to check up on you and the guys. And it warms my heart that you guys actually stayed right here by my side crying, praying, and hoping that I would be okay and I don't know how much longer I'm going to last, but my time is coming very shortly.

I feel the anger inside of me building up but I hold it inside of me.

Me: Oh, look Shelby I'm not mad at you one bit but Taylor and the guys need you Shelbs. You meant everything towards Taylor. YOU were the one who made him happy, who's went through everything with him. You and Taylor had a special bond and connection. Shelby, you meant a lot to Taylor.

Shelby: And Taylor will always and I mean always mean something to me. I'll never forget him, he was the one person who made my day special. But just tell him and the guys that I will always love them like a family, besides Taylor. Taylor, I really love him. Tell him I said, Thank you for everything and I want you to give him these things.

Shelby starts to take off the necklace and ring that Taylor got for their 3 Month Anniversary, now it's been about 5 months since they've been together. She hands me the necklace and ring and I hold them in the center of my palm.

Me: No Shelby, you need to keep these on. Taylor gave these to you and you only.

Shelby: No, give them to him Henlie. It'll let him know that it was worn by his most amazing girlfriend. Plus, I think he needs to put these on a different girl that deserves to be alive.
I know I'm not gonna make it and he'll lose me, you'll lose me, and the guys will lose me also.

Shelby starts tearing up and she just breaks down crying.

Shelby: I'm leaving now baby girl, I love you with my entire heart! You now what you have to do when I'm gone.

I nod my head and give her one last kiss on her forehead.
She slowly closes her eyes and her heart rate has now stopped beeping. And now I've lost my best friend. I walk out of the room and once I'm out, I run to a counter where some nurses are and tell them that Shelby Rians is dead and they quickly sprint in there with a few doctors following behind.
They shut the door so nobody looks in there to invade on their privacy.

I go ahead and walk towards the waiting room and when i walk into the room, i suddenly just burst into tears. Cam rushes over to me and kneels on one knee, looks me in the eye and realizes what just happened. He lays his head on my shoulder and i feel my shoulder sleeve wet from Cam's tears. His arms are wrapped around my waist and mine are above on his shoulders. I rub his back to tell him we'll get through this together.
I help Cam up onto a chair and sit him down, I go ahead and sit on his lap to comfort him the best I can.

I see Taylor right beside where me and Cam are sitting, and he gets what's up.

*Taylor's P.O.V*
Henlie rushes into the waiting room and Cam runs over to her and he breaks down crying and sobbing in tears.
Then they both sit down and Henlie looks over to me and nods her head.

Me: No, she could be have died. She's still alive, you're wrong r-right?

My eyes begin to get watery and when Henlie shakes her head I just couldn't control anymore.
My beautiful little baby girl is gone, out of my Life. But she will never be forgotten out of my life.

God, if you're listening right at this moment, I want you to take really good care of my precise baby angel. She means a lot to me and still does. Give her all the comfort in the world that you could ever give her and tell her that I'll always love her but won't ever forget her in my heart.
Rest In Peace my beautiful baby!
Its been an amazing 5 months with you! All the memories in my mind are still there. The first time we met to this day and from beyond there.

I feel dozens of tears drop from both of my eyes, my breathing wasn't under control, and my heart couldn't take this. I lost the love of my life, the only happiness that's ever actually meant something to me.

Henlie: Taylor, can I talk to you outside of the room?

I nod my head and walk out into the hallways with Henlie.

Me: What is it Henlie?

I say with a few drops of tears flowing down my cheeks.

Henlie: Before Shelby passed away, or when her heart rate went down she told me something important.

Henlie looks down at the floor and I can tell she's feeling bad about loosing her bestest friend.
So I nod my head to tell her to keep going.

Henlie: And uh well, she's been awake for the past 2 weeks. She was checking up on us to see if we actually cared for her. And we did. She was proud of that. It made her feel very special. But one thing is she wanted to tell you is that you were the only thing that meant something to her. You made her smile, and YOU were the one who always made her day, when things was going down hill. She wants me to give you these too.

She hands me the necklace and ring I gave to Shelby. I close them in the center on my hand and that's when it hit me, hard.
I blew out in tears like a river, a crazy river to be honest.

Me: But why?

I look up at Henlie who was sobbing quietly and so I gave her a hug and rubbed her back gently.

Henlie: She wanted you to give it to a girl you'll always love. But wants you to always remember her by those things. She also wants you to give them to a girl that's actually alive.
She doesn't deserve them well that's what she told me anyways.

Me: She does too deserve them! I want her to always wear them, not to every take them off. What the hell was she thinking anyways?

Henlie: I don't know, but all we know is that we lost a precise and amazing girl. A girl that nobody should ever forget about! A girl that meant everything to everybody that she hung out with.
We'll never forget you Shelby Skye Rians. Rest In Peace our beautiful Angel!