Midnight Blues

Breakdown

Taehyung was in the kitchen on the phone with I.M. They were just making sure that everything went smoothly. So far, people only thought their were random thugs causing trouble that night.  That was great, as long as no one mentions vampires in anyway. 

He heard the storage outside on his balcony slam, and before he could registered what was going on, Jimin's room door slammed shut. "Uh, I.M, let's finish this conversation later. I have to check on something." I.M. said a few last words before they ended the call. 

"Jimin?" Tae tried to open the door but it was locked. It was so quiet. "Jimin, we can talk about it. I knew you were probably going to have a hard time. Let me in, please."

It was quiet for another few minutes before Jimin spoke, "J-just let me be for now. I-I need a minute." The broken vampire's voice was so small that it hurt Tae to hear him like that. Jimin had, indeed, fallen hard for the hunter. He hoped that that wasn't the case, but it's more than obvious.

"Okay. I'll be here when you are ready to talk. Me and hyung are here for you." 

There was nothing else said, so Tae left the door and went about his business for the time being. 

Jimin, on the other hand, was a mess. He was more than a mess, as he stood in front of the huge wall mirror in his room. He stared back at himself with disgust and hate. A vampire. A dirty, hateful, vile, monster. That was him. That was what ruined his life more than what it was before. 

What was the reason of even trying to be happy. He couldn't see it anymore, couldn't see the reason to be alive. His life was going to go back to being nothing but pain and despair without Jungkook. Jungkook gave him hope, because he knew that the man would be looking for him. Even after being ran through like unwanted whore, he could look forward to that bunny smile and doe eyes at some point. 

He fell to his knees, he was trying to not cry anymore. He needed to, though. They had to come out so that he could move on. Would he? He sure as hell hoped so. Without caring about his friends in the other rooms, he let out the highest, pain-filled scream that shattered every mirror in his room and bathroom. The apartment nearly shook. 

He knew Taehyung and Yoongi probably were standing by his door by now, waiting to see if they needed to break the door down. None of that was necessary. Jimin was just trying to let go of the pain that was slowly beginning to make him sick to his stomach. 

As he curled into a ball onto the floor, he wondered if Jungkook could feel the hurt he was feeling, the sadness. Was it so easy for him to push Jimin away, to not want him to even touch him anymore? Jimin was sure that was what hurt him the most. The anger in that man's eyes. 

The broken glass on the ground lightly scraped against Jimin's skin as he laid curled into himself. He didn't care. It wasn't like it could kill him. Why did he stop taking his pills? Was it worth it? The tears kept falling and before he knew it, he was screaming again. The apartment trembling again. 

There was a light knock. "Jimin, please. You're going to draw too much attention to this apartment. I know you need to get it out but..."

"SHUT UP!!!" Jimin screamed again, but this time his bedroom door swung open, nearly knocking Taehyung down but he dodged it. He didn't give a damn about possibly being caught by humans that hated them. He hated himself and he could only see his broken heart in front of him. Nothing else.

Tae and Yoongi entered his room but stayed a good distance away. They both were looking at him with hurt looks because he looked so broken that he brought tears to his best friend's eyes. 

"There's no way he's going to be able to erase the hunter's memories, Taehyung." Yoongi said as he looked up at the sad man beside him. Taehyung had his hand over his mouth as he just stared at his best friend lying on the glass covered floor. He closed his eyes then took in a deep breath as he dropped his hand.

"Yeah, I know. Somehow, we're going to have to figure out how to convince Jungkook to keep Jimin's secret. He still can't see you, though. As for me, he doesn't know I am a vampire, so that's good."

Yoongi was slightly confused as he waited on the man to continue but when he didn't, "So, what are we going to do? I doubt Jimin is going to be able to go back into that room any time soon." 

"Don't worry, I know how I will approach this." He looked down at Yoongi and gave a small smile before they back out and softly closed the door.