Forced to be his

Chapter 23

I turned his laptop off and caressed her hair as she cuddled closer in my neck. It makes me feel wanted when she does that, I feel like I am someone she looks for when she needs comfort. I need her just as much.

"Babe put her down she is heavy" manik said coming out of the shower

"She is not that heavy" I said and he shook his head

"Put her beside you, let her sleep, and you come with me" he said

"Where" I asked

"Somehwere" he answers

"Manik I'm not going anywhere, what If she wakes up" I said putting her beside me and covering her with the blankets

He came up to the edge of the bed and forwarded his hand towards me, I put my hand in his and got up putting a pillow beside ashi. He sat on the couch so I was gonna sit beside him but he pulled me on his lap

"Manik" I squealed

"What" he is so annoying sometimes

"Manik chodo na" I said wiggling in his lap and he did the complete opposite, he wiggled a little getting comfortable and put my legs on the couch so now I was in his lap with legs stretched out onto the couch

"Manik what are you doing"

"Im spending time with my wife" he said like its no big deal

"Okay but leg go of me, im heavy Manik, your legs will hurt" he chuckled at my comment

"Nandini you are underweight, and I lift double your weight in the gym so you are all good" he said and my eyes widened

"You go to the gym" I asked and he nodded

"When"

"Well I would go every single day but the past few weeks I haven't been" he said and I nodded

"Babe" I hummed in response, my eyes glued to his shirt, I don't know why but he looks really cute in such sleep t shirts

"What's your favourite food"

"Umm I love chowmein, umm pizza phi, I also like milkshakes and oh my goshhh I would die for vanilla iced coffees and some spicy chips ahhhh too good im hungry, gol gappa yummm umm mmm"

"Stop it" he said making me look at him

"What you asked me so"

"I asked about your favourite food but you are moaning jeezzz" he said and I frowned

"Food is so good I sweat if I didnt marry you, I would marry some food" I mummbled being honest

"I thought we could get to know each other but here we are, my wife is discussing about marrying someone else" he said like a bichara

"Oh whatever" I said and he leaned back on the couch, head resting on the couch as well

I felt conscious of myself as his eyes travelled from my eyes and down. He smirked seeing the affect he has on me but it just made me look down and blush more, gosh can he just stop it, ahh he is still staring at me

"Manik stop na" I winked

"Stop what babe I didnt do anything" he said with a smile

"Ahhh manik Apko pata hai mai kya bol rahi hu please na" i pleaded

"Han baba mujhai pata hai par ismai galat kya hai batao, sırf apni biwi ko dekh raha hu, apko koi etraz ni hona chahiye" he said putting a strand of hair behind my ear

I wonder if he is missing Disha and maybe that's why he is behaving like this with me I mean I wouldn't be upset at that. He has needs and Disha was with him for a long time so I wouldn't be surprised if he is being this flirty to forget her

"You miss her" I asked not being able to control myself

"Miss who" he asked being clueless still laying with that strand of hair

"Disha, I mean I know you two were together for so long, and I mean you guys were physically attracted to each other and stuff so I wouldn't be mad or anything. But I just, okay I was just wondering if you being flirty with me is caused by that void you have in your heart for her. I understand that you have needs, I mean everyone does right so if that's why then I am sorry cause I just don't think I am comfortable to do that but I wouldn't stop you if you wanted to go out and you know" I rambled on looking at my hands

His fingers stopped playing with my hair, making me look up at him. His eyes showed anger confusing me, did I say something bad, I was just being honest I thought. He got up with me still on him and put me on the couch, he grabbed a pillow and the spare blanket.

"Manik' I said as he proceeded towards the couch bed on the other side of the bed

"Manik, what are you doing" I asked seeing him place the pillow and laying down

"Talk to me" I said walking over to him and sitting beside him

"Manik" I said caressing his arm which I know he loves but he just moved my arm

"What's going on, did I say something" I asked and he turned the lights off

"Manik please, im sorry, at least tell me what I said wrong" I asked again, looking in his eyes which were visible becasue of the moonlight coming in the room

"Go to sleep" he mummbled and turned around

It made my eyes water a little seeing him behaving like this with me, shit I should have just kept my mouth shut, I dont even know I said wrong and I can't even sleep with him being angry at me so I got up and sat on the other side of him

"Batao na kya hua" I said caressing his cheeks but again he grabbed my arm and moved it away from him making me feel rejected

"Essai kyung behave kar rahai ho" I asked and he just closed his eyes

I didn't know what else to do, I had no one to talk to, both navya and navya were probably a sleep and ashi is a sleep too so who do I talk to. I was left with no one, I wish granny was still here then I would have called her, but she left me.

I wiped my tears and put my head on manik's arm, I caressed his hand but he moved me from him along with my hand which he has never down before ever.

"Im sorry manik" I said and he just closed his eyes again leaving me no choice but to lay down beside ashi