"No they don't I only have ashi now and what if you dont like me then I have to leave her or the contract what if one day you say the contract matters then what will I do, I have no one waiting for me, I have no one who would take me in, I mean navya and cabir will but I dont wanna get in the middle of anyone, I just wanted a happy life and now that I have it, im scared I will lose you and ashi" she said crying
I was really confused at everything she was saying but right now I needed to calm her down
"Babe what are you even talking about" I asked and she didnt say anything
"Nandini"
"You will leave me too I know" she said looking down
"Get up" I said and she looked at me confused
"Get up" I repeated and she go up, I sat down on the hammock and pulled her so she was sitting on my lap, she willed a little
"Stop moving" I said gripping her waist
"What are you doing"
"I will never leave you, I promise, the contract is what bounded us, bounded you to be mine, forced me to be yours but that contract isn't here with us. I genuinely don't even have the contract with me or at the office I may have lost it by accident" I said being honest
"Are you serious" she said widening her eyes
"Yup, can we forget about the contract" I asked and she shook her head
"Are you sure" she asked
"Yes I wanna give this a chance" I said and her eyes widened again
"Im serious, I wasted 4 years with disha, she was supposed to be a one night thing but umm forget it, nandini you and I have known each other for more than 5 years and whether its professional or not I want to give you and I a chance, I want to know what it feels like to be as happy as I was today for the first time" I told her
"You and I hehe mr malhotra watch yourself there, you might just fall in love" she teased making me laugh
"So does that mean you are willing to give us a chance" I asked
"As long as you promise that you will be faithful and loyal to me, if you ever even for a slight second feel anything for another women you have to let me know. I do not consider anything that might have happened with disha and I will not hold it against you" she spoke
"I promise, cross my heart" I said and she giggled seeing me actually crossing my heart
"Since the day I married you, I have not laid a hand or even eyes on anyone, I didnt even touch disha ya slept in my room but most of the time I was on the couch and even when we slept in the same bed I swear I didnt touch her" I said
"I trust you" she said and im sure my smile was reaching my ears
"Babe, I don't want you to think or talk about leaving ashi and I ever, do you understand" I asked
"I understand monster" she said
"Did you just"
"Yes I did"
"You little devil" I said ticking her, the room filled with her giggling and laughing
"Keep smiling like this" I said kissing her nose
"Thank you" she mummbled
"For what"
"For being so nice to me and giving me the money when I needed it umm just so you know I have transferred it back, I hope your pa told you" she said
"What, umm no he didn't, what do you mean you transferred it back" I asked and her eyes watered
"Babe why did you need the money" I asked
"Umm for granny" she said and I was confused
"What happened to granny"
"She had umm cancer, they umm" she chocked
"Shh its okay, she loves you and she is fine now right" I said stroking Nandini's hair as she rested her head in my neck
"She passed away that day only" she said and I felt like shit for bringing it up again
"Im so sorry Jaan, I didnt know, I'm sorry" I said kissing her head ands just cuddled closer to me
"Babe you know that she looks down on you every second and smiles seeing her Nandini smiling right" I said and she nodded
"I miss her"
"I know Jaan" I mumbled against her forehead
"She used to tell me about how I am the prettiest girl in this world" she giggled saying it
"You are" I added making her chuckle
"Nope, ashi is prettier" she said making me laugh
"What about me" I asked trying to distract her
"Umm you are not pretty, you are handsome" she mummbled
"Well thank you my little lady"
"Excuse you" she said pouting
"What"
"I am not little" she argued
"Nandini you are 5 foot something" I teased
"So what, you know its scientifically proven short people are so much better because we are closer tot he ground so if a plane was to crash boom then short people can be saved however tall people no chance they are gonzies" she said explaining more like rambling
"What scientific source is this from babe" I asked and she bit her lower lip
"Umm I umm I don't remember but I know its a credible source" she fought back
"Umm wikipidea or" I teased
"No, its from my head whihc means its credible right yes, see you trust me with your designs right so then I a credible so my mind is credible in short its a credible source" she said poking my cheek like ashi does sometimes
"Babe hate to break it to you but that's not a credible source"
"It is Manik"
"It is not"
"It is"
"It is not sweetie" I said kissing her cheeks
"Manikkk" she wined
"Okay it is a credible source" I said and a proud smile covered her face making me smile
I got up carrying Nandini, she wiggled a little but stopped when I glared at her a little
"Sleep" I said putting her beside ashi and she pouted at me, god it took everything to not kiss her lips
"You are so bossy" she complained pulling the blankets up covering her and ashi
"Thats becasue I am your boss" I said and kissed ash's head. I laid down and she covered me with blankets too
"Yes but you are my husband and freind too" she said laying on her back
"True, now sleep" I said turning towards her laying on my stomach
"Bossy monster" she mummbled and I put my arms around her stomach pulling her close
"Watch it mr malhotra" she mummbled grabbing my hand
"What" I said casually
"Your arm almost touched ashi, and you would wake her up" she said and I chuckled
"She is my daughter and she sleeps like a rock so she wouldn't have now shush" I said pulling her
"You are a big baby" she mummbled caressing my arm
"Goodnight nandini"
"Night manik" she mummbled
I closed my eyes feeling her caressing my arm that laid on her stomach, her touch is soft and pure. I love it, I feel like we got close so quick in a matter of one day which im so glad about. I smiled with my eyes closed feeling her hand on mine as I leaned closer to her touch.
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Forced to be his
RomansaShe is the sweetness in the coffee while he is the bitter coffee. She walks in his life being helpless but will she be able to make room for herself in his life or will she end up being hurt? He is like a coconut, soft on the inside and hard cold o...
