kalyanam mudhal kadhal varai

Thank you ❤️

I don't know where to start.. feeling a mixture of emotions.. Happy, Sad , loved, overwhelmed, Nostalgic and what not..

Starting from my journey to Wattpad.. I still remember a random day where I was scrolling through my personal Twitter account and came through a tweet related to a book called " Embark On" by @Scribbly_notes and the comments got me curious to know what is Fanfiction and how it works.. I decided to read and loved the story. A girl who had never been interested in book read the first 22 chapters of Embark On in a day and that's how my reading interest began. I started reading all the few FF's that were available at the time and the next couple of months passed just with reading.

As i am overthinking and over imaginary person my mind would always keep creating a what if situation and that is how the one line of Kmkv was in my mind for a long time even before I started reading stories. And once I started reading my over imaginary mind started imagining a lot and that how the one line of the Kmkv

" where a young, innocent and a lot pampered girl gets married with a lot of expectations and all of that breaks just with few days and how involuntarily she falls for her own husband out of his character and wheather she wins his love or not "

developed and kept running in my mind throughout the time i was a reader.

Suddenly a day I got a question why should not i write and at the same time why should I write. But my inner voice wanted me to give it a try and as a person who always listen to it I decided to give it a try.

As person who has a zero knowledge about writing or how it works I was blank at the beginning and had no idea how to carry on a story. I have no knowledge or experience in writing except some thing i wrote during high school when I missed someone who was close to me. ( A sort of Bro- sis one shot ). But that was something I did playfully and even don't mostly remeber what i wrote. ( I realised it was start point just few days before )

But just to give it a try i started writing it and uploaded with a little expectations and a lot of fear. And even had a idea of dropping it if it did not go well and with god's grace it did not happen.

To be honest this one year was not a smooth road travel for me. Had experience a lot of ups and downs, writers block, lack of inspiration, frequently falling sick that had never happened before, lot of external facts that happened ( you know ) which would affect any fanfiction writer like me. But each and everyone of you made me hang on to my new found passion and never gave me a chance to even think of it to let it go.

The only reason I'm hear is each and everyone one of you. All you positive comments and criticism made me stronger with each day passing. You positive comments gave me courage to believe that i was on the right path and when I was about take a wrong path all you positive criticism corrected me and helped me change myself and helped me improve my writing.

To open up there have been many days where I have been felt bad about myself for not having any talent or passion even at 21 when lot little one would be ambitious. But today when I read each and everyone of you messages to honestly say i feel proud of myself that i have something in me. Yes there is nothing wrong to be proud of yourself until it is within limits.

Every time i read a message from a reader saying Kmkv have been their happy place, helped them over come their depression and had inspired a lot to start writing i have felt goosebumps. What I say might be unbelievable for many even i was at first but that was true and i understood that with lot of your messages. And I would be the happiest if i am even a small reason for your happiness.

And last but not least, everything that happened for me in the last one year, Finding my interest in books, interest in writing, receiving your appreciation and love was only possible by two of my favourites.