[ little things damien writes down in his journal, taking place over the few years he's known the freelancer :) ]
2020
• i met a new person today, a freelancer. i've been paired up with them. they were kinda infuriating at first, but as the study session went on i warmed up to them (que fire elemental joke :/ ). yeah, they're pretty cool.
• freelancer told me lasko's scared of me, why am i like this?
• freelancer told me some pretty heavy shit today, they bumped into kody and he did some fucked up shit to them, something i'm not going to write down because it makes my blood boil everytime i think about it. i want to beat the shit out of him! but freelancer told me they already told lasko and that he can't really do much about it. fucking shit show of an academy.
• freelancer and i went out for dinner and then played mini golf. i beat them, obviously.
• visited my mom today :)
2021
• freelancer came over to my place yesterday and we watched a movie together. it was fun :) they're fun. it's great having friends :)
• huxley is the sweetest human to ever walk this earth :)
• we had a game night tonight! lasko beat me at mario kart, pretty sure he cheated though.
• i have the most amazing friends.
• e&e qualifiers start tomorrow! shitting myself!
• freelancer got fifth! they're so incredible!
• huxley got first oh my fucking god! he's so amazing omg :)
• i got seventh. pretty good. huxley hugged the shit out of me, thought he was going to break one of my ribs. he's soft though
• friendsgiving was incredible, gavin was such a pain in the ass, however, i'm very grateful for him. and huxley, and freelancer, and lasko. i love my family so much.
• we all hung out again tonight. i get so fucking flustered around huxley. he's just....so incredible? i don't know. fuck!
• i like huxley.
• huxley <3
• e&e games start tomorrow! let's fucking do this! (take that back, i'm literally so nervous)
• wow! my friends are so incredible! i got second for dahlia, freelancer got third and huxley got first! lasko was such an amazing help too, i know he doesn't think he is :)
• so incredibly grateful that all of my friends are ok. fuck. i know no one but me will ever see this, but rest in peace to those 1500 innocent people who lost their lives last night. If i could swap all of their place i would do it, without a second of thought.
2022
• freelancer came to see me today, i snapped. I didn't mean too, I never mean too. it just really fucking hurts.
• huxley keeps calling me, i can't bring myself to pick up the phone. i want to talk to him, don't get me wrong. i'm just frightened i'm going to say the wrong thing, and i never want to hurt him.
• lasko's scared of me again, i know it.
• it's been a few months since i wrote in here. huxley and i have been hanging out a lot, one on one. just us. it's been nice. i really like him, like a whole lot.
• we all hung out today, except for gav, he was out with a friend. it got a bit heated but huxley calmed me down, he has the weird capability to do that. anyway, it was really nice seeing my family again. i'm going to call lasko tomorrow morning to make sure he's ok.
• huxley makes me feel so special. he definitely doesn't like me back, but a boy can dream.
• going to see hux again tomorrow! we're going to go and play volleyball!
• oh my god!!!!! Huxley likes me back!!!!!! I confessed my feelings to hux yesterday and he likes me back! oh my fucking god. I feel like a kid with their first boyfriend! I'm so fucking happy right now!
• there's nothing better than sleepy cuddles with your boyfriend, especially when his name is huxley and he's an earth elemental
• freelancer was ecstatic for us, it was honestly really cute, as was gav and lasko. i love them so much!
• going to hux's tonight for a movie night, a date. and to stay the night! cannot wait!
• I love my boyfriend! <3
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a/n ; I actually really like this haha! am going to do more for the other bois later on :)
