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20. ?

I panicked.
I did this.
It's all my fault.

He thinks he back in charge because of me letting him in.
I can't let this happen.

I sat in positions class as Theodore had his arm around me.
Pansy kept looking my way .. in fact, the whole group kept looking at me.

Goyle and Crabble kept looking our way while saying something to Mattheo.
Blaise seem fine with everything but I think the boys kept telling him things.

The class was done and I quickly got up.
Leaving Theodore behind.

Mattheo quickly grabbed me.
"And what the hell are you doing?" He asked.
I cleared my throat.

"What do you mean?" I said, trying to play dumb.
"Don't play dumb with me, Anastasia." he replied. crap ...

It's like speaking to my brother all over again.

"Just drop it, Mattheo. Please." I replied as I quickly walked away from him.
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I quickly made my way into my dorm.

I wasn't going to chat with anyone nor did I want too.

I felt alone without Draco.
Although, he left, upset and anger at me.
I knew it was all out of protecting me.

Suddenly, the door slammed open.
It was Pansy.

"Have you lost your mind?!?" she said, holding the door open. Oh dear ..

Pansy and I rarely fight .. so for this to happen .. it's a bad thing.

As I tried to speak, she cut me off.
"Anastasia! .. What are you playing out? Getting back with Theodore. Although, I don't blame you, he does look fine." She said.

I frowned my eyebrows.
"Your literally dating my brother." I thought.

"But that's not the point. I mean .. after everything! Draco leaves and you think you can just do what you want?" She said.

What is she going on about?

"What the fuck Pansy?" I replied.
"I am my own person so I can do what I want, regardless if my brother is here." I said, firmly.

"I'm just saying. Don't mess things up for him." she said as she left the room.

What. The. Fuck.
Something came over me.
I felt my body become warm ..

I got up and ran after her.

"You got to be kidding me, Pansy?" I said to her.

We were in the common room and everyone's heads turn to us.

"What?" She said, acting all innocent.
"Don't be acting so innocent, you fucking bitch." I said.

Everyone gasped.
"Anastasia .." she said, softly.
This was her indicating to not make a scene.

"Oh! .. so now you wanna act like a pussy and not say anything about my brother right?" I said.

I rolled my eyes and went back into my room.

I didn't care if I was being dramatic.
But what she was saying was bullshit everywhere.
Ruin things for him?

Pansy was being weird.
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Later that night:

I somehow managed to ignore everyone for the rest of the day .. I just stayed in my room.

Pansy went elsewhere.
Could it be she is acting weird because Draco left?

I knew I was.

I felt alone without my brother.
Of course, the boys made me feel safe and special but it's different.

I miss George.
That's who I truly missed.
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Anastasia's Diary:
It's been a week since Draco left.
Feels like months already.

Him and mother have been sending me letters.
My mother saying not to worry that Draco will be at Hogwarts soon.

Draco spoke about how he was still anger at me but hoped I was doing well.
I know he somewhat misses me deep down inside.

But let me tell you, this week has been hell ..
I have been acting as Theodore's girlfriend this whole week.

Pansy hasn't spoken to me.
And even if she doesn't speak to me, it's about Draco or Theodore .. for some odd reason.
But I just let that go.

And a week without George.
I haven't spoke to him since the last time things unfolded.
We naturally make eye contact but he quickly looks away as if he was ashamed of me.

I miss him.
I think I started to actually catch feeling for him ..
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"You know it's the twins' birthday coming up soon right?" said Ginny as she brushed my hair.

Ginny and I have gotten closer ever since my fallout with George.

Ginny and I like have random girls night at of nowhere. Usually when Pansy isn't here so lately, we been having a lot of them.

Third Person P.O.V

The thought of the twins' birthday didn't come straight into Anastasia's mind.

She did everything in her will to forget about their birthday .. more specifically, George's birthday.

"I know your trying to dodge it!" said Ginny

Anastasia sighed.
"Of course I am." said Anastasia as she got up.
"He hasn't spoken to me ever since that fight we had. He clearly hates me now." spoke Anastasia as she threw herself on the bed.

"Oh shut it" said Ginny as she sat next to Anastasia.

"He doesn't hate you. Trust me .. I know it." said Ginny.

Anastasia stand quickly up.
Ginny laughed
"You want me to tell you what George has say?" said Ginny as Anastasia smiling.

There was a knock on the door
Speak of the devil himself .. George

"Oh sorry sis didn't know you were busy" said George, not daring to look at Anastasia's way.

"I wasn't busy at all. What do you need?"
Asked Ginny.

Ginny looked at George.
George knew Ginny just wanted him there because of Anastasia.
But George wasn't feeling it.

"I'll just come back later." he said looking Ginny.
Not once did he turn his eyes towards Anastasia.

Before Ginny can say anything, he left.
"Ugh .. he knows what I'm doing" said Ginny, rolling her eyes.

Anastasia

Seeing him felt like the air was sucked out of me.
We haven't spoken ever since our fight.
Then him seeing me Theodore.

What does he think of me?