Chapter 26: Airi Suzumiya's Mess Of A Life

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Airi focus chapter finally!!!!!!!!!!

TW! Suicidal thoughts, depressing thoughts, mentions of suicide/oofing yourself off of existence, and overall mentions of death!

If you're uncomfortable with those topics, please don't read this chapter! It's for your own good!

Ok enjoy :)
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"They left you, Suzumiya."

"They'll never come back to you, Airi."

"You shouldn't trust people so easily, Suzumiya-san. Look at you now."

"Airi-chan. Shut up."

"I know you're heartbroken about it. They left you forever. But please, not here."

"I'm fucking annoyed of your presence, Suzumiya."

"Get away from me."

"Sorry."

"We should stop being friends."

"You're all on your own now, Airi."

"Airi-san....Stop..."

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, AIRI! WE DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM!"

"Can't you just stop hoping that ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶f̶a̶m̶i̶l̶y will ever come back to you?"

"Enough."

"We can't be friends anymore."

"LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU WEIRDO!"

"Ugh, look at her, all alone. Haha!"

Look at yourself, Suzumiya Airi, and tell me...

Are you alone or not?

"I..."

"I'm not alone...I'm sure of that-"

No.

That's not the right answer, Suzumiya.

The real thing is...

You're alone.

And you'll always be alone, Suzumiya Airi.

"No. Shut up. Shut the fuck up. Stop joking!"

I'm not joking, Suzumiya.

You'll always be alone.

You're alone.

You're alone.

You're alone you're alone you're alone you're alone you're alone you're alone YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALONE YOU'RE ALO--
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"SHUT UP!" Airi shouted as she awoke from her nightmare.

"...Suzumiya." The teacher called, grabbing Airi's attention almost immediately. "A-ah-! I am so sorry, Sensei-! I fell asleep and had a nightmare and--" Airi then gets cut off by the teacher.

"Can you tell me what hour did you slept last night?" The teacher asked. "U-um..." Airi trailed off. The teacher can't know that she literally cried herself to sleep last night to the point where she slept so late.

"U-uh....I slept...around 9 PM." Airi lied. The teacher shook their head. "No, that is obviously a lie. You slept late last night, didn't you?" The teacher asked again. Giving up at last, Airi only nodded.

"Please sleep early tonight. It'll help you not fall asleep during class." The teacher adviced, to which Airi only nodded to.
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The school day has finally ended, so the students can go do club activities if they're in a club in the school. As for Airi, she decided to sit out on music club activities today.

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