The Mess We Made

Chapter 25

Ryujin's POV

I was drinking and chatting with a guy who's name is Hank. He seems like a nice person. He's studying to be a psychologist and this job helps him pay for his studies. I mean if he's doing it out of his own will then I don't see the problem.

I made the dumbest decision today to have sex with someone to forget about Danny.

I was hell-bent on having sex today but I couldn't do it.

Fucking Danny broke me. In turn I started crying and Hank comforted me.

I told him the whole situation and he told me this wasn't his first time handling a situation like this. Turns out a lot of people come to him when they wanna forget someone.

"I think you went a little extreme." He said leisurely as his shirt was still unbuttoned and was only in his boxers.

"But now what's done is done. I can't take back all the threats plus she hasn't contacted me so I think she's fine." I shrugged.

"Well i don't know, if she's a normal person of course she won't contact you after being threatened by gangsters." He said as he poured me some wine as my glass was empty.

"You want a professional opinion or something that would just make you feel better?" He asked "professional of course." I said with a smile as I raised my glass to him and then sipped on my wine.

"You suffer from PTSD." I was about to interrupt him when he stopped me. "Let me finish. Though you have recovered you are still left with a lingering fear of being left alone. The trauma of losing someone you love was reignited when you saw your lover in hospital. As you have recovered you didn't let the trauma stop you have stayed close to your lover basically holding on to the cracked glass but when you found out you caused the attack you kind of derailed and well decided to self-destruct by breaking up with your lover. Break the whole glass yourself so others can't come to hurt you with that glass. You understand what I'm trying to say?" He said, making me sigh and put a smile on my face.

"I'm not self-destructing. I'm totally fine." I said and glupped down my glass of wine and poured another emptying the bottle

"From what you have told me and what I have seen. You're just one step away from fainting from overworking your body. You have jam packed your schedule with work and whatever free time you have you have been drowning yourself with alcohol. I presume the alcohol might have stopped working recently cause you have finished a bottle and haven't knocked out, So you came to a sex house thinking you can maybe get rid of your feelings by sleeping with someone."

"Sex? I feel I basically roped myself into a counseling session. I have no clue why i have told you all this when I haven't even told this to her." I chuckled and put my glass down. "What do you think I should do?"

"Please if the counsellor started charging how much you paid they will be millionaires in just a few years. Also you told me all this because sometimes talking to strangers is easier. You'll never see me again plus I have signed a NDA so I can't go blabbing my mouth to anyone. As for what you should do I think talking-" We heard a knock on the door interrupting our chat.

"Come in?" I said I was confused. When a girl entered the room with just a robe around her. What was shocking was this girl looked soo much like Danny. But well Danny is way more beautiful.

"What's going on?" I was confused.

"Complimentary service Ma'am" she said in English with a thick Italian accent. I just looked at Hank confused. He started communicating with her in Italian which I didn't understand. After which he looked at me concerned. "Ms. Kim, have you recently offended someone powerful when you came to Italy?" This question just confused me even more.