"Peace be upon you for what you patiently endured. And excellent is the final home."
(Quran 13:24)
🥀"The celestial sky is unusually dreary today. But the world around me seems bright and pink.
No Allah, I'm not in love, but I'm in love with the idea of love.
Many of my classmates have found love. When they describe what it is, I can't help but feel my heart race.
What is it Allah, how does it feel to call someone 'mine'? Will I ever be in love?
Amongst all the wishes I've had, I desperately want to be loved and to be capable of loving.
Do You think the 'future me' will have someone who would do anything for me? Anything to stay and anything to be with me?
Someone who will remember even the smallest of all details, someone who values me for who I am and would never fall out of love.
A soft voice who wakes me out of sleep.
Night drive with the windows rolled down.
Grocery talk while we cook.
Someone who has a different eye colour and someone, like they describe in books I've read as 'knight in shining armor' riding a 'white horse'.
Someone whose whole attention and reason is me, someone whom I'll trust with my unpolished heart.
My man.
Am I asking for too much?
For You, oh Allah! It's just "Be and it is. "Grant me a love beyond this world.
Please. "
"What a kid! " she exclaims as she closes her diary she had written as a fourteen year old, realising the contrasting architecture life has shaped them into.
"Noor! It's fajr!" her mother opening the door and being surprised on finding Noor wide awake, sitting near her study table.
"What a surprise.. "mumbles Sadia with a smile flashing on her fair face, crossing her arms and leaning against the wall beside her.
"Don't tell me, you couldn't sleep. ""Ammi, next time please dont come with a proposal and tell me to pray Salat al-Istikharah. Whenever I do that, a sleepless night welcomes me, " pouts Noor resting her head on the table.
"It's not the sleepless night that engulfs you, it's your fear of positive response. Marriage isn't that bad, my Noor ul-Ain. "
Her mother gently patting her head."I've heard and seen enough to come to that conclusion, Ammi "
"It's not always the same. Different people have different stories.. "
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