Sarah Paulson's Characters - Oneshots

🤝 Ellie's Mistake ⚠️🔞

🤝 Collaboration with Lazyyy_Alexxiiiaa 🤝 (Wattpad won't let me tag them)

Ellie Staple x Reader

⚠️ Mentions of Mental Illness, Eating Disorder(s), and Death

🔞 Mentions of a past sexual relationship

🦊 Sourthesour
🐯 Lazyyy-Alexxiiiaa

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Ellie Staple sat in her office, staring into the void. She didn't expect this to happen. You were supposed to see her today and yet you hadn't come into her office. Was it what she said? Was it what she did? She couldn't wrap her mind around your disappearance. Ellie tried to call you again, her phone ringing for a minute before it went to voicemail. "Hello (Y/N), it's Dr. Staple. You haven't made it to your therapy session and-and I'm getting worried. Please contact me as soon as possible." Ellie felt her voice sputter in her fear, shuddering as a thought came over her mind. Did something happen to you? She began to recall past moments with you.

🐯 Lazyyy-Alexxiiiaa
//Flashback//
Ellie just went home right now, we just finished watching a movie here in my room .God, every minute, every second I spend with her is just magical. Her presence alone can calm the chaos in my mind. She was my light, my compass, my-.

I was pulled back from my reverie when I heard Ellie’s phone ring at the bedside table, I guess she left her phone here. I took a peek at her phone, my brows furrowed in confusion as the caller I.D is only a heart emoji. The phone kept ringing but because I respect her privacy, I just ignored it and her phone kept ringing. After a few seconds her phone stops ringing, then the person on the other end of the line dropped a voicemail.

“Hey baby, when are you coming back? I miss you. You told me you’re gonna break up with her today, i’ll wait for you Ellie-Baby. Bye I love you.”

My heart shattered into pieces as I listened to the voicemail. Tears started to fall from my eyes, I couldn’t believe what I just heard. Clearly it was just a prank right?? Like it’s not real, my mind is just messing with me. My hand trembled as I gently grabbed her phone. I looked at the screen of her phone, and it was not a prank, it was real.

I put her phone back at the table. The pain I'm feeling right now is indescribable. It hurts so much, I wanna scream, i wanna shout, i wanna go to her house and scream at her. Let her tell me that it was just a lie, it was not real, but the pain that I'm feeling right now is suffocating me.
I got out of the bed, put some decent clothes on. I left my house, entered my car and started driving towards my Y/BF/N house. After a few minutes of driving I arrived outside her house, started knocking on the door. Y/BF/N opened the door, Her eyes widened as she saw me outside her house, crying. She ushered me inside, as we entered her house I immediately broke down. I told her what happened, and she just held me tight.

“WHY??!!!”
I screamed.

After a few minutes, my Y/BF/N convinced me to go upstairs to her guest room so I can take some rest. I just nodded, I don't have any energy left to protest. Y/BF/N  and I lay down under the covers, she held me tight as I cried against her shoulder. I got so exhausted from crying that I fell asleep.

In the morning, I asked my Y/BF/N if she could deliver Ellie’s phone to her office. Y/BF/N agreed after that, i spent the whole day inside her guest bedroom, crying, overthinking, and questioning myself. My mind is a mess right now, everything is a mess, dark voices in my head came back.

“Why don’t you just die??!! Nobody loves you!! You’re so Pathetic to think that Ellie loved you and wanted to spend the rest of her life with you.”

“Nobody cares about you!! You fat depressed bitch!! No wonder Ellie wanted to break up with you!!”

I cried, as I just listened to the voices inside my head.

//End of Flashback//

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Ellie tried to call one last time, shaking. She had no idea why you suddenly disappeared until someone picked up the phone. It was someone else who picked up the phone. "Dr. Staple, (Y/N) will not be coming in today." The person spoke. "Why?" Ellie asked, voice shaking. "She… went away. She found out about your side piece, you lying sack of shit, and she won't be returning… ever, because of you." Ellie felt herself shaking, vomit in her throat as she shakingly took a breath. "What do you mean?" Ellie whimpered. "She's dead because of you." The line dropped, Ellie dropping her phone.

Tears pricked at her eyes, hyperventilating as she looked around. "Oh God!" She whispered. "Oh God! Oh God! Oh God no!" Ellie placed a hand over her chest, her ears ringing. She's dead because of you.

You killed her, Ellie.

You killed her.

A week after, Ellie cut all contact with her other patients, finding herself on a bridge. She couldn't believe what she had done to you. And she didn't want to go through it again. Her feet teetered on the edge, wind blowing.

Perhaps she would see you in the view from halfway down.