Sarah Paulson's Characters - Oneshots

🏳️‍⚧️ Xandra's Boy ⚠️

I love Affectionate Xandra, just her being sweet and caring. I needed some Affectionate Xandra.

⚠️ Depression with having a rough day

Xandra Terrell x FtM Reader

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You sat on the couch in the living room, laying slightly. People had been misgendering you and you had to play along to stay in the closet. You sighed softly, staring at your phone. Xandra would be home any minute now. You decided to lay on your side, mind fizzy like a shaken soda. Bubbles of thoughts filled your head, lip quivering to try and keep the tears back. Then, the door opened. "(Y/N)?" Xandra called out, putting her purse down and coming to you. Your lip continued to quiver, trying to hide the tears in your eyes. "How was your day, handsome?" She asked, giving you a kiss on your cheek.

The tears started to pour at her compliment, like a flower breaking a dam. Xandra's face switched from curiosity to concern as she got to your level and wiped away your tears as she cupped your face. "Hey, hey, hey." She whispered, hearing you hiccup softly. "Shhh, it's okay." Xandra's voice soft, eyes full of love. "You're okay, babyboy." She reassured, watching you slowly stop crying. "Everyone's been calling me a girl! It's so tiring! I can't stand it!" You whimpered, shaking your head. "I can't stay in the closet any longer!" She nodded as you cried. "I know, honey. However, it could be dangerous if you came out. You're new there." She reminded quietly.

"I don't want my boy to get jumped just because someone couldn't handle the idea that they were different from them like a civilized person." She explained softly, but smiled lightly. "But you'll always be my handsome, big, strong man." Xandra purred, giving you a kiss. "My sweet man." She crawled into your lap, kisses now being peppered all over your face. You stayed still, holding her in your arms.

"My big man." Xandra purred lovingly, not paying attention to the lipstick she was smudging onto your face. "My handsome, smart man." You closed your eyes, blushing and now trying to pull your head away. "You know you love it." Xandra teased, wrapping her arm around your neck to keep your head in place. "Good boy." She praised as you stayed still, grinning at your small pout. Xandra dappled your face with more kisses, feeling your arms. "You're getting stronger every day." Xandra purred, biting her lip as she squeezed the muscle. You couldn't look at her, more and more flustered by the minute. You still felt bad, but it was trampled by the beating in your chest and gratitude shaking your body.

You could feel Xandra marking your neck, too shocked to say anything as she left each hickey with a compliment. It wasn't until you were ready to get in the shower that you saw the trail of hickeys. Xandra had gotten them to make a heart. You stared, seeing her come into the bathroom and wrap her arms around you. "Xandra, you-" "I want the world to know how much I love my man." She cooed, hugging you. "I like the sound of being called your man."

"Then how about I get you attuned to being called my husband."