You did respond
You did text me
And today was an okay day
All because of you
It's your brothers birthday
You seemed a little stressed
Or maybe you just didn't want to talk to me today
Which is understandable
Who does want to talk to me
No one
That's who
Anyway, you text me!
I thought you blocked my number
You should have
For both of our sakes
Butttt
You didn't
And you want to talk
You know how much anxiety I have
So much
I don't know when we will talk
But we will
Whether I end up crying
angry
Or sad
Who knows
But I get to see you one more time
Maybe ill get some closure
That makes this all okay
Maybe ill get blamed and we both know I will spiral worse than I have been
Either way, something to look forward to
Whether it ends bad or not
I hope it ends well
With every being in my soul I hope it ends well
Even if we are truly over
I hope it ends good
I hope I cry sad tears that I will be okay with
Instead of the terrible sobbing, I have been doing
Either way, you text me my phone was alight with you even if it was just for a seconde
Am I obsessive
I hope not
I don't want to be that way
Ahh only good things today
Its been an okay day
I wasn't super sad
I wasn't super egotistical
I was just okay
YOU ARE READING
One year
PoetryA situastionship. Just two people with bad communication and the fall out the growth anxieties obsession's depressions all of it put into words to help heal and move on
