You know its weird the way i felt about you
the way i feel about you
Its all so stupid
I hate seeing you happy with your friends and family
Knowing i wont ever be apart of it again
It makes me really sad
But then i love seeing you so happy without me and so proud that you have such good people in your life
I am so jealous of what you have
I will never have that and i want it so bad
No one would ever sit there with me while i cry no one would ever listen to me
You did
You tried
I made you feel like shit
You made me feel like shit
You called me a dick
You called me rude
You called me lazy
You made me feel like my body was the only thing i could give
I told you you made me feel like shit
I led you around
I made you feel used
I made you cry
I made you cry so much
You made me cry alot too
You never saw me cry
never did
Well you did but apparently i am a really good lier when talking about how i feel
Anyway the way i feel about you and how i felt about you its stupid nothing ever makes sense with you
YOU ARE READING
One year
PoesiaA situastionship. Just two people with bad communication and the fall out the growth anxieties obsession's depressions all of it put into words to help heal and move on
