I dreamt about you
You hugged me
From behind
Wrapped your arms around me
And I just hugged your arms
You had your head on my shoulder
And I leaned mine on yours'
It was nice
It felt like home
I don't really want to write today
The dream made me very sad
It made me want to contact you
And as I was giving in
I went to the social you unblocked me on
I went to try and message you
Only to realize
You had blocked me again
I knew it was a fluke
I'm crying and hugging myself
I really don't want to be writing
I don't want to live
You were my home
You make me feel like how my father makes me
Feel
And that feeling is awful
I hate it
I hate you
If you couldn't love me why'd
You try
I think I need to barf
My chest aches again
How long was this break supposed to last
You big
Fat
Stupidmeaney
Head
It's whatever
I will get over it
I am a terrible person
After all
YOU ARE READING
One year
PoetryA situastionship. Just two people with bad communication and the fall out the growth anxieties obsession's depressions all of it put into words to help heal and move on
