You're All I'll Ever Need EDITING

Chapter 39

*explicit chapter -- you have been warned :)*
Matt POV:
"We can get tacos after. I pinky promise." I said kissing her again.

I am so glad we worked things out. I can't help but smile every time I am around her. Her laugh, her dimples, the way her eyes light up whenever she talks about something she loves. She was perfect, and I couldn't be happier with anyone else. I love her. Every last piece of her. Before we met, I always would try to tweet things about me being happy and loving life. Don't get me wrong - I loved life and was happy, but I was nowhere near the happiness I am at now being with Marissa. I am literally living on cloud 9. Before me, she was this little innocent girl that hasn't even kissed anyone yet. She was so cute and fragile. I am glad I was the one that corrupted her though. Anyone else would have taken advantage of that and got her at her most vulnerable moment. She deserves the world. She deserves someone so much better than me, but she still chooses to stay. I am honestly the luckiest man in the world to call her mine. I just wish there was a way to show her how thankful I am. There is only one thing I could think of.

As our kiss deepens, I walk back toward the hotel door and fumble for the doorknob. It takes a while before I get the key to scan and open the door. Still not breaking the kiss, the door swings open and I throw the key on the desk. I pick Marissa up and place her on the dresser so we are the same height. My lips leave her mouth and make their way down to her neck. Slight moans escape her soft lips as her hands press down onto the top of the dresser. She then pushed me off of her so I feel onto the bed that was located across the room. She crawled on top of me and began kissing me once again. God was she hot. Her hands began to try to unbutton my shirt and I raised my hands to reach the back of her head. She pulled away and giggled.

"I can't do it! It's stuck." She said in the cutest little kid voice ever. "You had to wear a shirt that was so complicated to take off, damnit!" I laughed at how cute she was. I tried unbuttoning it as well and couldn't get it to work. We laughed as we both tried to take my shirt off - sneaking in kisses in between laughs. Finally we succeeded and I threw the dang shirt across the room. "Now where were we again?" I said as she slipped her hands under the hem of her shirt, slid it off, and threw it next to mine on the floor. "I don't recall." She said kissing me again. I flipped her over so I was on top now and grabbed her wrists, securing them above her head so her movement was restricted.

Marissa POV:

"Oh really? You don't recall. Why don't I try and jog your memory." He said with his signature smirk. I laughed at his attempt to be sexy and leaned my face up to kiss him.

A year ago if you told me I was going to be losing my virginity to Matthew Lee Espinosa I would have laughed in your face. For one, because no guy ever gave me the time of day so it would be completely impossible to get one to agree to have sex let alone kiss me. And for two, because Matt is perfect and I am - well me. Out of all the girls he has come across he chose me. All those people in the crowd, all those girls throwing themselves at him, he chose the awkward one that stays in the corner at parties. Matt is honestly the sweetest person in the world. I love him. I love him so much I don't even think he realizes it. He was the one to corrupt me - and he never took advantage of that. There were so many opportunities where I was completely vulnerable and he could have totally used me, but he didn't. He respected what I wanted. Now all I want is him.

His free hand sculpted up and down the side of my body. His touch still sends shivers down my spine. I kept trying to get my hands out of his grip but he kept making his grip tighter. "Why are you trying to escape? Is there something you want to do?" I smirked at him and leaned my head so I was inches from his ear. I gently bit the bottom of his ear and whispered, "As a matter of fact there is." His grip loosened and I broke my hands free from his grasp - unbuttoning his pants. He finished taking them off and cupped my face in his hands and planted a kiss on my lips. "I love you so much," he whispered so softly I barely heard him. My hands were pressed against his chest as he kissed me passionately. "I love you." I said into the kiss. He began to kiss down my stomach and swiftly taking off the remaining cloths. His kisses trailed up the inside of my leg leading their way to my center. He kissed me as his hands explored my lower back. I kept letting out soft moans as my back arched due to his touch. Does he know what he is doing to me? "M-Matt." I managed to let out. He looked up at me and smirked. Yes. Yes he does. He came back up to meet my lips and I could feel himself hardening. My hands traced down his back to the lining of his American Eagle boxers, but then I froze. I tensed up and I am pretty sure Matt noticed. What the hell Marissa. Why can't you do this.

"Hey, hey Marissa it's okay. We don't have to do this if you don't want to. We can wait."
"No. Matt I want to. I really really want to. I'm just sc-scared." He cupped my face like he does very often and looked into my eyes. I stared back into the gorgeous face of the guy that I fell so in love with. "Don't worry. I'll be gentle." His words comforted me and I closed my eyes and kissed him again. My hands slid and took them off, then made their way to the sides of his body. Positioning himself over me with all his weight on his forearms, he leaned down to connect out lips as he slowly entered inside me. I winced at the initial pain that flowed through my lower body. "Shh it's okay I'm here." He said as his thrusts slowly began to get faster. Quickly the pain turned into something else. I could feel this sensation in the pit of my stomach. I let out another soft moan. "M-Matt. Please." He began to get sloppy and that feeling in my stomach released along with Matt reaching his high as well. We rode them out together, then Matt rolled off top of me and laid down next to me. As our breathing began to go back to normal I looked over at him already staring at me. I smiled sheepishly and looked down. "You're beautiful."

Matt POV:

I stared at her as our breathing began to go steady. I couldn't not stare. She was beautiful in every way. She caught me looking at her and gave me a cute little smile as she looked down. "You're beautiful." Her eyes met mine again as she smiled even bigger giving me a tiny peck on my lips. "TACO TIME!" She said giggling as she got off the bed to grab her cloths off the floor. She saw that I wasn't moving and ran over to the bed kneeling down on the floor so our faces were inches apart. I rolled over so I was facing her directly. I just smiled at her. "You pinky promised." She said in a little kid voice while pouting. I couldn't help but laugh at how cute she was. "Go take a quick shower and then we will get going." Her face lit up as she kissed me and ran into the bathroom. How did I get so lucky?

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