can you keep a secret? (updated weekly)

the announcement

i woke up groggy. i had been crying all night over this pregnancy. i have to deside what im going to do about this! i stood up an imediantly ran to the bathroom, i felt terrible but i persisted anyway. i got dressed into my now very lose fitting pink dress, i tied my hair into a braid with loose strands at the front an applied light makeup to my tanned skin with big glossy lips. I looked innocent, although i knew i wasnt. 

i walked to the door before hearing my mother yell "maddison!". i turned to see her holding out a brown paper bag. "i thought you would like lunch today sweetie"she grinned widely and my mother looked very youthful and sweet, it broke my heart. i smiled weakly and turned to leave the house.

I went straight to class lost in my own train of thought and emotions, i went to sit in my regular seat when i noticed mason had already sat their. i stopped in my tracks before walking over and slamming my books on the table. 

"their are plenty of seats in the classroom and you choose to sit here?" i spoke agrivatedly

"i didnt think you would mind the company since i helped you back at the lockers, and besides that i need to sit here for my art"

my tention stopped and i took a seat next to him. i started to work on my drawings when i notised mason staring at me.

"dont you have work to do?" i spoke through gritted teeth my mood swings obviously playing a part.

"im doing it" he chuckled holding out a peice of charcol

"no your not your staring at me" i spoke again, finding it hard to stay mad

mason flicked his hair across his face and looked at me with his sparkling green eyes. 

"who says i cant be doing both, and i cant help it if your distracting me" he purred 

i should have loved the attention he was giving me but instead i became frustrated. i pushed the strands of hair out of my face, turned to mason and looked dead into his eyes, tying not to melt.

"are you off of your period or something?! first you wont talk to me, then you save me and now your flirting, and you keep staring at me! its very very frustrating"  i spoke a little louder than he probably apresiated. he slammed his work shut and lent into me 

"for someone so clued on you can be very clueless. and you should be thankful that i helped you at all, i could have easily walked away"

"but you didnt!" i spoke quickly, confidently.

mason relaxed and lent back into his chair. 

"the one part i miss the most about us is the arguing" i spoke through a half smile which always dove me wild.

"you miss that?" i spoke in a small voice

the bell rang and that signed theend of the conversation. i stood up as everyone cleared the room and found mason infront of me trapping me into the row. he said nothing but his forhead rested on mine and i felt my heart race. he started to place his nose next to mine pushing it back and forth, driving the antisipation. masons left hand placed on my hip while his right placed onto the back of my neck constraining me. and finaly his brath filled my lungs as he moved closer until his lips locked with mine very lightly and i felt my body straighten out. our lips pulled apart and i slouched back against the table. Mason moved towards my ear, his hand placed onto my neck still.

"that. is why i stare at you" he whispered smoothly

i let out a gasp before he kissed my cheek and winked at me. he walking out of the room swiftly. i slunk into my seat trying to catch my breath. 

I ran out of the room and straight to my locker to find jaimee waiting for me. i pulled her arm straight to my beat up car and spilled everything about class with mason. 

"oh my god maddie! this is amazing! what are you going to do?"  she spoke gleefully.

"i dont know! i guess nothing, he seems to like that" i joked.

jaimee looked at my annoyed "do you want to be with him?"

the question provoced a thought into my mind, what about the baby? i cant be with mason with a baby, esspecially another mans baby! oh god! ond mitchel! i have to tell him!  and jaimee! she will kill me!

"maddie are you okay your white as a ghost!" jaimee paniced 

i nodded but felt my head fall into jaimees lap, my body giving up over the stress, and she knew it. jaimee sat with me, i felt terrible that i couldnt tell her anything but she knew better than to ask.

after school i sat on the bleechers watching mitchel practise, he was always practising some form of sports, i thought about what he would say about this, the baby, us, his future, would he want to be a father? do i want him to be their? whilei thought about this i heard someone walk over, i looked up and saw mason sitting a few rows behind me. he sat up and continued walking over to me. he sat down  and lent forward looking up at me.

"so am i completely brain dead for what i did this morning or?" he chuckled

i giggled quietly "not completely" 

"ahh... im sorry i walked off by the way" he spoke sinsearly

"its okay, i didnt really expect you to stay" i spoke softly

we both sat in silence for a long time before he turned to me fully

"i want you too" he admitted. i paused

"no you dont trust me" 

"i do! i want that again!" he yelled, he jumped up onto the chair "i want you to be with me" he jumped down. mason grabbed my hand and pulled me up to meet him "please" he whispered. i crumbled, i couldnt keep it inside any more

"you dont want to be with me!"

"why not?"

"because im pregnant!"