can you keep a secret? (updated weekly)

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i couldnt see my feet. i waddled around the small appartment, struggling to hold my own weight. Mason would offen hold my stomach to take the weight off, i didnt have the heart to tell him it doesnt work. Mason sat at the loungeroom watching the pregnancy video in horror while i kept busy, not wanting to watch it again. mason was becoming a bit of a pregnancy guru, he knew everything and wouldnt let me break any rules, even the ones the doctor allowed. i had turned 18 a week ago and i couldnt even celebrate, let alone get out of bed. my feet were too big to fit any of my shoes and some days, i couldnt even walk to the kitchen. 

"Maddison, do you really have to do this?" mason yelled

"yes mason, i have to give birth because god desided sleeping with mitchel wasnt punishment enough." that earnt me a highfive and another screaming coarse of pain.

"are yousure your okay? maybe i should call the doctor?" mason offered

"its not that bad im doing okay" i insisted but mason looked wiry

"i cant carry you three, can we please go to the doctors?" i rolled my eyes and walked towards the door, i was an adrenaline junky, anything that hurt, i loved. when i was 8 my brother broke my arm and i told my parents it was just a bruise until it swelled up and they forced me into an x-ray. mason and i got into the mini van and drove towards the hospital.

when we got their, i was put into a wheelchair, they didnt even ask whats wrong. the doctor put me on high priority ever since the mitchel inncodent.

"well maddison your in labor" the doctor grinned, and i began to cry, i wasnt ready to be a mom, how could i? i dont even have my baby bag. but it was happening, the pains were contractions. i got my phone and called mitchel to tell him, he told me he was on his way but it would take him a while. mason went downstairs to get my baby bag out of the car and to get me some ice chips. i wasnt in pain, i was just inconvenianced. the doctor came in to check on me and told me i was 6 cm dialated. it was getting onto 11pm so i desided to try and sleep. mason did the same on the couch in my room until 5 in the morning when the pain started to get to me. i called the nurse and the doctor came running with her. 

"can i have the drugs now please?" i begged, but when the doctor checked i was 10cm and ready to give birth. it was too late for drugs and i regretted not getting them. mason sat by my side, pinning my hair out of my face and holding my hand. he wrapped his arm under my leg, helpng me push when i had to.

"okay maddison its time to push lets go in one... two.... three"

i pushed with everything that i had and finally the doctor said break

"oh my god i hate mitchel!" i screamed and mason could only laugh. 

"one.. two... three" i pushed my lungs out screaming to get the kid out of me. the first ones the hardest apparently, and it wasnt just hard, it was body slittingly painfull. 

"im gonna kill him" i told mason and again, he giggled

"you can do this trust me, you could barely feel it before come on one more push!" mason encouraged and i nodded.

"last push one... two... three" i pushed with all of my body

"shoulders, torso.... waiste..." and then our breath caught in our throats

"its a girl" the doctor exclaimed holding her up to me. i knew my little kicker was a girl. they wrapped her up while i pushed again

"three....two....one..."

it wasnt as hard this time, it was just a lot of presure

"shoulders, arms,torso, legs"

i closed my eyes, i didnt care about the gender i wanted to hear the cry, the baby was so weak and the whole time they were prepairing me for the worst, until i finally hear that beautiful noise. i looked up and the most amazing little boy was in front of me. they were both handed to the nurse and straight away mason put a pillow on my lap to hold them both when they were handed to me. 

i nursed them on the pillow, bouncing them lightly

"hi babies, thankyou so much for coming out of me" i smiled, tears rolling down my eyes. i looked at mason, who was a blubbering mess. 

"do you want to hold one?" i smiled at him, so lovingly and he nodded, reaching for the girl, who was closest to him. he rocked her back and forth while i soothed my son.

"now i know why you didnt want to give them up" mason smiled at me, stroking his daughters hair. i looked down at my son, and i felt this ping of love in my chest, nothing could make me give him up, and im so glad i faught as hard as i did for them. i placed him at the end of the bed, while i got up to change into my pjs. mason watched him for me, he was a natural, they loved him so much. i walked in with my yellow pjs on and picked up my daughter, stroking her thick brown hair like mine. i wanted to see their eyes, but either way they would be beautiful, so far they both looked like me, tanned skin and brown hair.

"what should we name them?" i asked mason, who's smile hadnt left all afternoon.

"he doesnt look like a stephen, or a mitchel. you pushed them out you can deside ill love whatever you choose" mson grinned, looking at his son. i lent over observing my little boy, who looked a bit uncomfortable. i put my daughter down and reached for my son, placing him next to his sister. mason automatically picked up the bag and handed it to me. he picked up his daughter who was much more relaxed. i unwrapped the blanket around him and checked his diaper, which was full. i changed him and put him into a blue onesie, i then swaddled him with the blanket to calm him down.

"how about Max?" i viewed my son, he looked like a max, and mason agreed. i put max down and took my daughter off of mason.

"she looks like a charlie" i announced and mason grinned widely.

"i agree, it suits her, she is a bit of a tom boy allready" he joked. i unwrapped her and placed her in a pink onesie and swaddled her aswell. Maxwell Mitchel Anderson and Charlie Morgan Anderson, my children. we continued to get to know our babies, getting them into a proper sleeping pattern. Charlie was constantly waking up, while Max could sleep through the crying for hours. we continued until mitchel walked in

"i have a suprise for you!" he announced and i was very confused

"well i have 3" he admitted mitchel dragged in two giant teddy bears for the babies and sat on the chair next to me

"who do you want to meet first?" i was excited to show off what i created

"the boy" he exclaimed and i picked up max

"this is Maxwell Mitchel Anderson" i told him and handed him over. Mitchel looked asif he were about to cry while rocking him

"his so beautiful" i felt like crying watching mitchel hold his son. itmust be hard knowing that this is the last timehe will ever see him face to face, but it wasfor the best. i took maxwell from him and handed over charlie.

"and this is charlie morgan Anderson" mitchel started sobbing, i stroked his back letting him cry.

"so what was your third suprise?" i asked to lighten the mood. mitchell handed charlie back to me and walked out of the room and when he came back, i started to cry. sanding infront of me was Jaimee