can you keep a secret? (updated weekly)

my best friend

jaimee was crying in the doorway, i wiped away tears and ushered her over. she came over automatically and i wrapped my arms around her, she hugged me back and i was carful to avoid hurting charlie who was asleep on my lap. 

"how was the drive" i whispered in her ear

"emotional" she stuttered. we pulled away and i sobbed harder, rocking my baby.

"im sorry i slept with him" i hyperventalated and jaimee wipped them away

"dont be sorry, look at what youve done, you have two babies! i never had a chance with him, but on our way up we fell in love! that couldnt have happened if you didnt sleep with him" she consoled me

"i should have told you" i cried softly

"i wish you did but im glad you didnt" she smiled through red eyes. i hugged her with one arm and she reached for charlie

"so what did you name her?"

"charlie morgan" i handed charlie over to jaimee

"she looks exactly like you" charlie began to tear up

"she acts like mitchel" i laughed and on que charlie began to stir and kick. we talked for hours and the guys joined in as well. we talked about the babies and mitchel and jaimees relationships, until jaimee asked the question i didnt want to answer.

"when are you coming home?" she gave me puppy dog eyes

"i dont know, im a mom now, i cant aford to live anywhere"

"well, what about your parents, theyll want to meet their grandchildren?" 

"no, they wanted me to give them up" i looked down and jaimee looked confused

"what made you think that?"

"mitchel told me" we both turned to mitchel and he had a guilty look on his face

"mitchel, my parents did want me to give them up yes?" i gave him a death glair, handing jaimee charlie

"well... not exactly"

"well what exactly?"

"they wanted to help yolu raise the babies in their rental property back home" my face turned red

"then why did you lie?"

"i- i wanted you to give them up, they needed more than a single mother!" masons reaction was terrifying

"what im not good enough to raise them?" he threw himself into mitchels face, and gave a threatening look

"i dont want my children to be fatherless, you can leave them at anytime and they would be screwed!"

"im not going to leave them their my family, anyway its non of your buisness since you gave away custody"

"mitchel!" jaimee screamed. i looked at her and took charlie from her arms. 

"you told me they were yours and madelines, not just madelines!" 

"mitchel why are you lying to everyone?" i asked, completely over the conversation.

"i didnt want mason raising them" he sighed "but when my attempts failed i gave up and handed them over because i knew you loved him more than you could love me" i shook my head

"mitchel, max could have died because of this!" i screamed and max began to cry. i handed to baby to jaimee, the only one i trusted not to drop her in rage. i went to max's bassonette and comforted him.

"mitchel i think you should leave" i didnt look at him. he stormed out of the room in a huff. i sat on the bed and looked at jaimee, who was obsessed with charlie

"he gave me soul custody, but it doesnt matter because your still their auntie on my side" i stroked her blonde hair, and she had tears on her cheeks

"gahh its been such an emotional day!" she squeeked. i laughed and charlie onened her eyes to look at me. they were crystal blue like mitchels, i hope they'll stay that way because it suited her dark hair. i turned to mason and gave him a warm smile

"were going home" i cryed and he sran over to me, holding my hand

"are you sure?"

"its time" i smiled and jaimee set charlie into her basonette, she then took max and placed him next to her.

"im going to find mitchel, you guys need your rest if you want to look after two babies for 18 years!" i said goodbye and told her to stay at the appartment, giving her the key. 

"can you believe that 9 months ago, you found me in the park and now we have two babies!" it sounded impossible, but it was true

"somehow, youve gotten prettier" mason looked deep into my eyes, making me blush

"Madeline, after everything weve been through, all of those fights and break-ups, now that we have two babies. i want the next set of children to be mine. i never want to lose you again, i couldnt bare it, i almost died the first time you left. ive followed you everywhere just to be with you, i love you, with everything i am and everything i will ever be. i want to work hard to be the man you deserve, the father our kids deserve, and if youll let me, the husband you need" maso reached into his pocket and  pulled out a small box. i opened it up to find a blue and diamond ring with a white silver band. my heart stopped and i covered my hand over my mouth, looking into masons eyes. he kept eye contact and got on one knee beside the bed

"madeline andrews will you marry me?"