can you keep a secret? (updated weekly)

homecoming

"WHAAAAAAH! WHAAAAAAH!" Charlie waled on in the nursery.

"its your turn ive been up with her all morning!" mason screamed at me. 

"i was up all night!"i yelled back, folding up our wardrobe into suitcases. jaimee stumbled into the bedroom.

"why is their a crying baby still?" she asked dumbfouded that charlie was still crying. i rolled my eyes all the way into the nursery. i picked up the teary little girl and rocked her back and forth. she wasnt hungry, i fed her an hour ago, she just wanted to cry. i took her to the onsite doctor  and read evry baby book everyone just said "she wants to cry, she wants comfort " so i comforted and comforted. i rocked back and forth and she stopped crying. this only happens when i carry her and if i put her down she cries again. i walked into the bedroom.

"how are we going to drive home when she cant stop crying" i whisper/yelled at mason

"well im not the one who gave birth to her how should i know!" he whisper/yelled back. jaimee laughed at us and began to help us pack.

"mason your going to have to pack, i cant put her down" i informed him, pulling funny faces at charlie.

"no maddison i was going to sit back and do nothing!" i rolled my eyes at him again

"can you just do something, please mason! jaimee is helping, startpacking up the boxes please!" he rolled his eyes and began to pack. i rocked Charlie again and turned to jaimee

"im sorrry about that" it was half hearted, i was sorry, but that wasnt the worst fight weve had since we brought the babies home.

"its okay, once your not so cramped and you settle it will work out" she assured me. i gave her a smile and sat next to her while she folded. charlie wasnt even close to sleeping and i couldnt put her down. this is the quietest the house has been for days. we were nearly packed and ready to go, just the essentials needed to be packed. mason power worked his way into finishing the appartment and packing the car. we payed the front desk a little over 10% of our earnings since we moved in. i was doing a few courses and mason was working in manual labor. i buckled max into the first baby seat and charlie in the one closest to me. they were both asleep so i could sit in the front for a few hours at best. we stocked the mini van with as much as we could and jaimee and mitchel offered to take a few things with them. we mapped out the plan on driving home, it was ergent we did it as quickly as possible because of the twins. we said our goodbyes and i got into the car next to mason. 

mason focused on the road for a few hours with only max stiring once, thank god. and no diper changes were needed yet. i wasnt going to wake them, they needed their rest and if i could get them in the same sleeping pattern thats even better. finally i desided to break the fight.

"im sorry weve been fighting lately" his eyes kept on the road and he barely acknowledged me. 

"mason whats wrong?"  i begged for an answer.

"i just wish you would give me an answer" he kept on the road.

"marrage is just a big deal mason"

"and a baby isnt? two babies arent? two babies that arent yours?" 

"they are yours, youre on the birth certificate. you agreed to raise them if you want out just say it but dont get angry at the babies because i havent given you an answer." we were back in silence until charlie began to cry and max stired. we pulled into a resteraunt and we all desided to get lunch. i went to change the babies in the bathroom and jaimee joined me. she held max while i changed charlie.

"so how was the car ride?" she investigated

"he's upset that i havent answered him and he started talking about the babies not being his, what do you think?" i said sarcastically. we switched babies and i changed max's diper while charlie cried. 

"so why wont you marry him again?"

"because his still a kid, and i dont want to marry him with all the problems weve had in the past"

"so why is he fathering children that arent his?" shit. 

"either you want to marry him but your scared or your scared of being a single mother, both are fine but you need to make a choice"

"im scared to marry him" i admitted and finished max's diper. we walked out to the car and i fed the twins. jaimee and i have been friends for years and she was amazed on how you breastfeed twins. i finished and handed jaimee charlie. i fixed myself up and we brought out the baby carriers to hold the twins. we went into the resteraunt and eat lunch, the guys ordered for us so we wouldnt hold them up. charlie wasnt crying but i watched her to make sure. we eat insilence until i broke it.

"so mason what are you doing for your 18th in two months?" i asked casually

"well my birthday is on a monday so i wont be changing dipers" he joked lightly.

"i was thinking it would be a great time to get married" everyone stopped eating and i looked up from my food

"well im not going to have a long engagment, i dont even have long pregnancies" mason smiled and  jumped oout of the booth to kiss me. he kissed me softly, lovingly.

"well, weres my ring?" 

"i have it here, i was going to slip it into your water" and even mitchel laughed. he slid the ring on on and i showed the babies the ring their daddy brought me. 

we packed the car up. we were half way and the babies wee wide awake. i sat in the front, nce the car started they would fall asleep. 

we drove and talked for hours and finally at 12am we pulled up to my parents house. jaimee and mitchel drove to their own homes and said they would drop off our things tomorrow. i picked up max and mason held charlie and we knocked on the door. my mum answered and broke down crying. she hugged me over the baby.

"whats his name" she held him in her arms

"Maxwell mitchell anderson, and this is charlie morgan anderson" i jestured to my baby girl. i walked into the house and found my brother and father on the couch. they ran over and charlie was taken from masons arms into their embraces. we played happy families, looking and holding the babies and making up for lost time. 

we talked about our plans. mason and i would move into our rental property together with the babies until we both finish our education. in two months we will get married and start saving for our own home. it was all planned out, and straight away i prepaired for something to go wrong, like always