The trust between us

chapter 29 Balance

Just what had come over him this past days it like he couldn't see his beloved without wanting to reap his clothes and devour his body.

How could he forget that the tree they stood to eat each other out was the tree that stood beside Lan QiRen's office where he was in the mornings meditating.

Yet he still felt horny while his uncle showed him just how displeased he was.

"Wangji" Lan QiRen called out annoyed "how could you do this shameful acts where the Lan disciples who look up to you would pass by and see this disgrace".

Lan Zhan had no words to say, he was bad with words, expressing him self was something he still had problems with and as his uncle went on talking, the horny feeling was replaced with annoyance, dissapointment towards him self and his lack of self restraint.

"Wangji I have taught you better and yet you have deviated from all I have taught you. You have always been the perfect Lan disciple who they look up to and yet here you are been corrupted by him" he looked at Wei Ying with contempt and disgust.

"You throw away all the rules all your righteous acts for him" Lan QiRen kept looking at him with more disgust and disdain

Lan Zhan still couldn't bring himself to defend his belove in a way his uncle was right and yet the was this tugging feeling in his heart as he saw Wei Ying's confident expression falter.

Lan QiRen kept on speaking harshly and hard
"Wangji I am dissapointed, you used to be the perfect disciple, now you are a disgrace to all I have taught you you will receive your punishment"

His eyes moved from Wangji to Wei WuXian looking at him with so much irritation his Wangji use to be perfect until this boy showed up he had to do something before it would be late for his nephew
"As for you Wei WuXian you would tame your disgusting and wild behaviour if you want to remain in the Lan sect."

When he was done looking at both of them he huffed and walked past them still clearly irritated and disappointed.

Lan Zhan could feel his heart break He was called a dissapointment and a disgrace he was squeezing the edges of his robe tightly trying to contain his annoyance he looked up to see his belove asking with his eyes if he was alright and the truth was he didn't have that answer, not now and he walked away towards the jingshi leaving behind a hurt Wei Ying full of his own thoughts.

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He dosent want to imprison his belove and he dosent want the younger man to think that GusuLan is a prison for him.

He likes his husband just the way he is but still he needed to tame his character down a notch.

"Lan Zhan" Wei Ying's soft voice came from behind him

"I would say don't mind what the old man said" Wei Ying moved closer and gave him a hug from his back feeling Lan Zhan's built up shoulders as he sinked his chest to the broad shoulders tighter in the embrace

"You aren't a dissapointment my handsome fuddy-duddy, your strong, brave and your a good Lan Disciple, Hanguang-Jun to crown it all"
He moved his lips to kiss his nape removing his hair to get better access and went on encouraging his husband

"Your my strong Husband who is kind and follows the rules to the core" he stressed on the word core while pouting "just because we kissed doesn't throw away all your discipline and righteous and noble acts" he stopped giving feathery kisses on his nape of his neck and moved to face Lan Zhan at his front straddling his hips and looking him dead in the eyes.

"Your uncle is just so rigid and insensitive to be honest Lan Zhan but don't believe all that he said he just over reacted, your not a disgrace take it from me I would never lie to you" he moved and kissed his fore head remaining the for a minute as he closed his eyes his own thoughts running through his mind.