The trust between us

chapter 34 Love

Lan Zhan walked quite slowly he felt anger, anger that he hadn't felt in a long time.

He knew his husband trailed behind him slowly yet he didn't want to look at him not now, not when he wasn't sure if he could control his anger.

Really what is his husband blind couldn't he see that Chang Ming has feelings for him.

He gave Chang Ming his attention almost half the day ruining their suprise.

He loved Wei Ying so much that it hurt him to see him so close to Chang Ming laughing like he didn't exist in that moment.

He seemed to have forgotten him when Chang Ming came.

Wasn't he expressing his love enough he didn't know how to use words but his actions, he knows he tried that why he planned their whole day wasn't he doing enough?

Now the suprise was runied by Chang Ming and Wei Ying not seeing that what he did hurt him was more painful.

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Wei Ying was following his husband silently he could see clearly he was upset from the way he moved, not sparing him a glance.

He couldn't see his face but he knew the was pain what he didn't understand was why his husband would get so upset all because of Chang Ming.

It not anyone's fault that he interrupted their date, they could always do that again, didn't Hanguang-Jun trust him, wasn't he expressing his love so much why did he still have to be jealous of a guy who he wouldn't even look at in the same way he saw his husband.

Shouldn't the rules of gusu apply now where was the patience, care, empathy that were taught in the rules Shouldn't his husband observe them.

Chang Ming is an unfortunate person that he is trying to help so really he couldn't understand why His husband disliked him so much.

Today has been perfect and he resolved in his mind to end it perfectly of course his husband loved him that why he planned all this.

Chang Ming could be discussed later when his husband had calmed down besides their date wasn't over he still wanted to see that room.

They both entered the Inn Wei Ying unusually quiet looking for a way to talk to his husband.

They sat at the table they reserved earlier but instead of sitting besides each other Lan Zhan moved to sit opposite his husband

Wei Ying laughed in his mind his husband must be really sulky to do that he needed them to talk.

Lan Zhan bowed his head trying to meditate his hands were clenched into fist he needed to get a hold of his anger

"Lan Zhan" Wei Ying called quietly reaching to to touch his hands

"Don't be upset I didn't know he was going going join us today" he stroked Lan Zhan's clenched fist slowly

"I couldn't send him away that would have been rude of me" he stood up gently and walked to where his husband was sitting and sat besides him hugging around his shoulders

"I love you so much Lan Zhan" he continued staring at his husband's face "you should know I don't like Chang Ming and he doesn't like me either"

"Lan Zhan raised his head up his eyes flying open his mouth moved to speak"

"Wei Ying don't you see the way he looks at you he must like you" Lan Zhan said struggling to express his words

"A'yooo my fuddy-duddy you see things that aren't the he doesn't like me and I don't like him even if he likes me"

Lan Zhan unclenched his fist listening intently and relived that his husband didn't like Chang Ming.

Not that he doubted his love he was just scared seeing Wei Ying's attention and actions towards Chang Ming made him unsure.

"My eyes are set on you only Lan Zhan, my heart beats for you only Lan Zhan and in this life time and the others I can only love you Lan Zhan"

On hearing that he was reassured he didn't doubt his husband and he was glad he just would have to speak to his husband another time and make him understand that Chang ming likes him.

"I really had a nice time today and I don't want you to be upset because of this let enjoy the night we rarely do this" Wei Ying noticed the tension leave his body and he made a move to carcaess his broad chest feeling the softness of his robes.

"We can always do this when ever you want Wei Ying" his tone had got soft as he gazed into those eyes he couldn't ever stop looking at.

"Mmm I would like that let go to our room I wanna see how the room looks like I have heard a lot of tales about how romantic it is especially for lovers"

He looked at Lan Zhan smirking and Lan Zhan knew exactly what he was Implying he thought to himself maybe his surprise wasn't ruined and they could still have a good night.

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Mean while back in Gusu it had been two days since the juniors went on night hunt they usually would return after a day.

They had left a day before Lan Zhan and Wei Ying and they hadn't been back Master Lan wasn't to happy about it. The was no one to train except from the senior disciples and he needed to check on the progress of Sizhui, then talk to Lan Zhan about Wei Ying and yet neither of them where around.

He was growing frustrated he sent out a disciple to go tell Lan XiChen that he needed to send a message to his brother to come back but the disciple came back to hell him ZeWu-Jun wasn't around.

How irresponsible of everyone no one was around why would his nephew leave Cloud Reccess and not tell him.
ZeWu-Jun had never done that before except the times when he was still recovering from his heart break of Jin Guangyao and behaving stupidly.

No it couldn't be possible Lan QiRen thought ,did Lan XiChen have another lover now and didn't want cloud reccess to know.

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