Life, Not Roses

Euphuistic Ladie

i opened my eyes and peaked over
watching my best friend cuddle and spoon me,
which felt weird to say
then i heard two girls giggling quietly
so i turned over to see jia and zuri smiling at me and amitola
so i quickly nudged her over and zoomed to the bathroom
hoping the girls that i'd known for only a few hours bring that up again

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i stared at the mirror,
stared into my brown eyes
i touched my brown skin,
lightly scraping my nails over my face to feel the slight bumps on my skin
feeling the bright light lit my face like fire
hoping it would warm me up just a little,
like amitola had
until someone taps on the wooden entry

"Yes?", i worriedly muffled.
"You know, I wasn't done cuddling right?" amitola cheered
"Oh, sorry I just needed to go to the bathroom," i checked the clock

it was only 7:00 am,
meaning we had almost 2 hours before breakfast
so i just plopped down onto the comforters with amitola,
letting her play with my curly hair
letting her make my heart pound,
until it broke and shattered
all i could do was keep ready
and stare at her face,
wondering how life would torture me this time
how this time maybe i wasn't ready

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"So how did your guys night go?",  Jia smirked and turned to me and Amitola

"It was nice," Amitola turned to me, "Alice kept me warm!"

"And you free electric heater?" Zuri smiled.

"It was fine..", I smiled back.

"Anyways, I'm still cold," Amitola turned to me with twinkling eyes.

"So you're just not going to ask about any of our nights?" Elena resentfully muffled.

"Eh..," Amitola snuggled closer to me, "Not really,"

"Well, me and Layla had a lovely time without you both!" Elena turned away.

"I didn't even say anything but okay.." I turned away flustered.

my face mantled as amitola put her legs over me
why was she making life so difficult for me?
i tried to turn away but amitola had already caught my face
she just smirked.

"Okay, I think we should started getting ready before breakfast," Zuri gazed at her phone.

"Oh shit!," Layla grunted, "It's 8:55!"

"We gotta be at iHop by 9:15!" Amitola squealed.

"I call bathroom with Zuri!" Jia smirked.

"No time for that shit, hurry up!" Elena hissed.

"There's only one fucking bathroom," Layla snarled, "Just strip!"

"What the fuck?" Amitola giggled.

i pulled out a baby pink lace undershirt,
tan cargo pants,
and white chucks

"Shit!" Everyone was already changing because they picked outfits night before!

i ripped off my clothes as fast as i could.

"Alice is fucking fit!" Elena announced

"Oh shit you're right!" Layla scoffed, "Amitola why haven't you introduced us before?"

"Shut the fuck up!" Amitola sneered hiding in the corner so we couldn't see her.
At least that way I wasn't distracted.

"Ooo, someone's mad we're talking about their girlfriend!" My face turned red.

"Go to hell Elena!" She scoffed finishing her transformation.

"You guys were totally making out last night!" Layla added.

"Ok fuck this topic, can we all appreciate this cute fit I put together?" Amitola twirled

"That looks so cute!" I smiled, literally half dressed. Amitola's face looked red.. Probably from yelling so much

"Why the fuck is Amitola so damn red?" Elena snickered.

"Honestly, that outfit is so pretty.." I turned to her putting on the last of my outfit, ignoring Elena.

to be completely honest
her blue pleated shirt,
and cute cargo pants
made her look even more gorgeous
how could she be so perfect,
but make my life the opposite.