Meant To Be Yours!

Chapter XXX

I knocked on the door a couple of times but there was no answer. I swallowed hard. "Abdul... it's me. Please open the door", I said hoping that my voice will make him respond and it did. I heard footsteps from the other side, then the door was unlocked. I walked in, and the room was a mess, there were broken glasses on the floor, clothes scattered everywhere his laptop was broken in two pieces, and his phone had a cracked mirror and was blinking. Finally, my eyes landed on him. He looked tired, he had a beard, and let's just say it was weird seeing him like this. "Ok, Let's clean this up ok?", I said and he nod his head not saying a word. We were done after an hour.

I pulled him to the bathroom, asking him to put me on the counter. He stood between my legs as I shaved his beard. "There you go. Looking good as new", I said with a smile that he didn't return. He still had the guilt in his eyes. I didn't blame him but I didn't understand him either. How could he be so quick to judge me when he knew that his sister didn't like me? Why did he propose while he knew he was not ready to face his mother or sister? It was all so confusing.

I watched him take a shower and urged myself not to give in to my desire. We needed to talk, I just didn't know where to start. I got down from the counter, took a towel and waited for him to finish. He got out and stood right in front of me as I dried his body. I was about to walk away when I felt a kiss on my shoulder. It made my body shiver. I closed my eyes the moment I felt the second kiss unable to hold back a moan. He pulled me to his chest. His heart was beating very fast, his hand went from arm to waist, and I swallowed hard. He reached inside my panties, his finger resting on my bud making my back arch. It felt so good, my hand went to the back of his neck, pulling his face to mine. He sucked my neck super slowly, making me so wet, I did not know what to do except surrender to him. 

"Fuck!", I said pulling away, I turned to face him, his eyes halfway open, his cock rock hard. I started removing my clothes, he licked his lips waiting patiently, his member twitched when I reached my underwear. Finally, I was naked in front of him. He didn't move, I knew he wanted me to do it, he wanted me to choose, I walked towards him. I ran my fingers all over his naked body, he moaned and shivered at my touch. I circled my hands around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss, he kissed me back, hungrily. He took me to our bed. He kissed every part of me before settling on my pussy where he took his time rolling my tongue around and around my clit making me scream, only he could do that to me, only he can make me feel this way. I missed him. He licked all my juices and then aligned his cock on my entrance. He entered me slowly making me hold on tighter. "Aaah!", I screamed, his hand reached my waist holding me steady as he started moving. His pace was slow as if he wanted to feel me. He increased the pace, the moment my lips connected with his. He was stretching me in ways I never thought possible and I wanted more, I needed more so I held on tighter. We made love over and over again and I didn't want him to stop. My body finally gave in around 4 am. Before passing out I texted Jax, telling him I was not going to work the next day.

I felt the bed moving so I turned, Abdul was awake, he was looking at me. "Good morning", I said smiling at him. He just looked guilty instead, "I'm so sorry Nikki", he said then a tear fell from his eye. I smiled, reaching his face to wipe another one away. "I'm sorry too", I said making him lean in my hand. "I can't live without you, babe. I can't. Please come back to me, I miss you, I miss our family. I promise to not allow my mother or sister to come between us again. I... I just want you back. I'll do anything", he begged. More tears came out of his eyes. "Abdul i-", "Please Nikki", he said pulling me closer. "Your mother will never accept me, I can't come between you and her, I can't break up a family because of this", I spoke my truth. "She's the one who broke ours, not the other way around. Babe please, I need you", he said kissing my lips, I tasted his tears it made me cry too, I kissed him back. When I am with Abdul I feel complete, I feel loved, I feel full. I have tried to bury myself in work but whenever I got back home and I was alone in my bedroom, I felt lonely. 

He is my world, he has my heart and I've no idea how to get it back or if I even want to. I deepened the kiss making him moan, he pulled back and looked into my eyes as if searching for something. "Tell me what to do Nikki", he whispered and I swallowed hard. His gaze was so intense. "Nothing. I forgive you. I'll tell Claire to start packing", his face lit up. He pulled me in a hug. "Let's get food in you", I said pulling away. He followed me. Lucinda was surprised to see him entering the kitchen. We greeted her, I went forward to making him breakfast, I was aware that he was watching me. It made me remember when he used to do that before. I smiled. "Here you go. Eat up, we have some packing to do", "You are coming back?", Lucinda asked with a smile, her face looking younger. "Yes we are", "Thank heavens, I missed the little nuggets", she said heading to the garden. Abdul ate like a barbarian, I guess he was hungry. I drank my coffee watching him eat. "I missed your food. I missed this. You in our home", he said not looking away from his plate. "Me too", I said kissing him on his cheek. We took a long shower for obvious reasons and then left for the apartment.