J̶e̶s̶s̶i̶e̶ ̶K̶l̶i̶n̶e̶ Jack Winchester

Migraines

When Dean woke up, Jack was still asleep, laying on him. He decided to let him sleep a while longer. Well, planned to.

"Dean?" 'Cas.' "DEAN?", he said more frantically. "Come on, your car is still here, I know you're home. Either answer your phone or come out here.", Cas was walking through the house yelling for him. "I've looked everywhere." Jack started to stir when Dean shifted trying to get up.

"Go back to sleep kiddo, I gotta go talk to Cas" Jack grumbled a response before flipping onto his stomach. He made his way out to the study, closing the door quietly. "Cas, you gotta quit shouting man. He's still asleep."

"I was looking for you. Where were you?"

"Calm down, I was in Jack's room. He asked me to stay when I took him up. One of the movies scared him."

"Oh. Sorry, I just got worried you took off again.."

"I'm okay Cas, seriously."

"Baby, we both know you aren't. Not that you won't be but I know you Dean."

"Cas... I-" 'He's right, I'm not okay, but I can't show that. I already had a total breakdown yesterday, and I have to be here for Jack. I'm acting like a chick, I need to get over myself, I'm not a chick anymore. Even if he thought I was, I can-'

' "Dean?" Cas pulled Dean into his arms. He immediately dropped his weight onto Cas.

"What is it?"

"Nothing.."

"Baby, you're crying. Can you please tell me why?"

"I just - I hate feeling like this. I'm so weak, and small, I feel like a highschool girl."

"He makes you feel dysphoric?" Dean nodded. "I'm sorry love, I know I don't have any experience with that, but if you just tell me what to do, I will."

"I don't know... I just - I wish I could just forget about it."

"I know. I wish none of that ever happened. You are the most wonderful, amazing, kind man I have ever met." Dean stayed quiet. "I mean it Dean." They stayed there for a minute before Cas pulled back to speak again. "I'm going to go to a different store and get some groceries since I couldn't yesterday. You and Jack can stay here. Why don't you give him his phone today - give him my number too. Don't forget to remind him not to post anything personal, for whatever reason he's here, I'm sure it wouldn't be good if someone found it. Are you going to be okay here?"

"Yea. I'm gonna go clean up the 'Dean Cave'." He said walking away. I should go wake up Jack and talk to him about Dean. He made his way to the door, knocking softly. When he didn't get a response, he knocked a bit harder. A few moments later, Jack woke up.

"Dean?"

"No. It's me. Can I come in? I need to speak with you about something."

"Yea, just give me a second." He quickly shoved his flag he still hadn't hung up under the bed. Not yet, he thought. "Okay, now you can." When Cas walked in, Jack was sitting criss-cross in his bed, with the comforter wrapped around him. "What's going on?"

"I am running to the store to get groceries since yesterday's events stopped that. I told Dean you guys should stay here. I wanted to ask you to try and keep an eye on him, not too obviously though. I'm not sure if he explained anything to you, but it isn't my place. He's acting like he's okay, but he isn't and I'm worried. Just get in touch with me if anything happens, and if you need to - try and call Sam. Can you do that?"

"I- uh yea. And he explained a lot of it to me before we went downstairs."

"Okay, good. Well I'm about to leave so just act like you woke up in like ten minutes and don't tell him about this. He feels bad about not being okay."