The blood of the Phoenix.

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Ella pov

Giuseppe had attacked me but I healed myself, I collapsed because we have now found the baby is taking bits of my blood, according to Rosie and Katrina it's like sugar to him, if he continues this I'll end up in a section, not only I have got to worry about my child it's Natalie too, I'm so so freaking mad at him I may be out of line but Iv told him to leave with Emily, but in a strange turn of events there's a supernatural school she'll he going to which she needs she's out of control.

With Natalie now being a vampire Iv had to explain everything to her it's been hard, the questions are never ending she's really struggling, luckily she's got Phoenix to help her.

Finding Ambrose was a waste of time, the text I received was off Giuseppe and when I got there he attacked me, I didn't even get to see Ambrose, it's killing me i don't know how much I can take of him not being here. So I decide to ring him one last time.

*phone call*
A- " stop ringing Ella. Let me go"
E " Ambrose please. I love you come home."
*long pause* the silence was killing me all I want is him home.
A- don't ring me again. Goodbye Ella.
The phone went dead, hearing his voice killed me, I broke down crying why? Why is he doing this to me I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest and he's stamped all over it. I decided I wanted to find someone, I need a vampire to erase my memories of him, I can't go on like this I feel like Iv been winded constantly.

I made my way into Lucien's bedroom, he was in the shower so I sat on the edge of his bed and waited, he finally came out and stopped when he saw me, I slowly stood and walked over to him wiping my tears away " please. Please compel Me to forget him. It hurts"

Lucien shook his head " Ella your now supernatural. I cannot compel you. Rosie can remove the love you have for him but I doubt she will do that it takes time. Ambrose will come back Ella. It's just waiting. Don't give up on him" why did I hurt when lucien said don't give up on Ambrose? God I'm so stupid I love them both I never told him my memories came back that were compelled when I was human. I can't do this. I shake my head and leave the room.

I find Rosie downstairs with Natalie and Phoenix.
I ask Rosie to help me remove my feelings for Ambrose and she agrees, under one condition I have to wait until baby is born if that doesn't bring his humanity back then nothing will and then she will do it, I had a while yet. I need to tell Lucien how I feel, I need to accept me and Ambrose are over, I need to tell him I know I loved him before Giuseppe had taken my memories away back at the lake house.

I make my way back to Lucien's room, my hand hovers at the door handle and my heart beats a million miles a second. I knock and lucien answers he smiles and stands a side for me to enter.

" look I know I was mad at you for Emily attacking nat. But I need to tell you something"

He stands in front of me and looks deep on my eyes " I know you love me Lucien. And I love you. I didn't tell you when I died and my Phoenix was awoken I got my memory back. I knew Giuseppe had taken away my memory of loving you"

Before I would say anything else Lucien grabs me by the cheeks and kisses me, the kiss was amazing deep and meaningful, a fire erupted inside of me and I knew I had deep love for him, maybe more than Ambrose. I know I'm messed up for loving two guys, Ambrose has left his humanity is off and that's his choice, I hope when our son is born he comes back to be a father, for now I'm going to leave him I can't do this to myself. I don't want to love them both, I will forever hold a piece of Ambrose in my heart but it's time to let go.