The blood of the Phoenix.

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Ambrose

I was leaving Joseph at Katrinas supernatural school, I'd put my trust in Ellas Ancestor I want what's best for my son, this seems the best way for him, Emily is Thriving hopefully Joseph does too, he's a different child more different than anticipated his growth is quicker he's aging more.

I'd left everyone there I felt like I'd lost everything, my son was growing faster then i wanted, Ella was in love with Lucien she hated me, why wouldn't she? I'm part of the reason she died and became a Phoenix.

I kept running and running until I found a road, I lay in the middle of the road feeling Numb, why should I get up? I'm embarrassed my mother woke from her slumber to find her son with no humanity on slaughtering humans all over America, I killed the love of my life, Ella was my true mate and I fucked it turning my humanity off was the worse thing in my life, now this anger was built up towards my brother, Jase is the reason I went to my fathers his plan to lure me there and watch as father killed her it was only because she was pregnant he couldn't go through with it.

I lay here on the cold ground contemplating life and what I would do to jase when I eventually find him, he won't be living that's for sure. I close my eyes and listen, in the distance is a car, I lay here waiting for the car to come closer knowing full well it would stop . Blood from the vein may numb the feelings numb the niggling humanity that's whispering down my ear buzzing around and around In my head.

The car finally came to halt at my feet, a man quickly ran to my side shaking my arm, shouting "mr mr are you awake?" He sounded panicked liked he had hit me, he shouted shit and started to walk back to his car, I jumped up which startled him causing him to bang into his car I ran at him sinking my fangs into his neck closing my eyes with delight of the blood dripping down my throat, I stopped once I heard the slowing of his heart, I fed him my blood to heal him and compelled him to forget,

That didn't satisfy me, I knew my body wanted to kill I knew I craved the victim screaming and the chase, that's what I really wanted, I wanted to chase a screaming human knowing full well they couldn't out run me, now that excited me. I'd started to walk away when I quickly ran to him ripping into his neck, he put his hand to his neck screaming and ran towards the woods, I waited a few moments before running and hunting him down, I pounced ripping his neck apart throwing his head across the river in the woods, I sat down next to his headless body, satisfied my humanity was on yet I felt nothing, no regrets no hurt no nothing. Yet I felt satisfied.

I pulled his body along the woods and threw it down An embankment, I Washed my hands in the river and begin heading back to the road, I stopped when I seen Rosie stood in front of me, I went to push her but my arm went right through her, " I'm astral jumping Ambrose, We can't find Ella"

I stopped I knew where she was she's fine " how did you find me? Ella Is at the school saying goodbye to our son I left her there"

" don't ask how Iv found you it's a hard spell. One of the guards seen Ella leave and not return. We need you back at the house" Rosie said before disappearing, was this an act? To get me home? Did they think I was on some sort of mission to kill Jase did they know? I guess so Iv hit the self destruct button.

I don't want to go back to the house, I want to find Jase and make him pay, make him pay for being the reason Ella died, yes she might be alive but she's a Phoenix a supernatural, that day she died because of me, because Jase made a plan with father, maybe a tormented sleep with father will be a punishment I see fit, death is too kind, a tormented sleep slumber is what he needs, tormented by the devil and every sin he's ever made.