Just friends?

Chapter 10

I don't know. She is different, she has something special. Every time she is around, I feel like I am more myself. She gives me space for that and she makes me happy. Is that what being in love feels like? And does she feel the same way?

She said that she has no feelings for Lando, and he said the same. But if they have, so be it. I want her to be happy, and if that's with Lando, it's okay. She can make her own decisions. I'm not going to ask her about it, I don't want her to be uncomfortable because of me. And she has enough stuff to deal with and think of the last and upcoming few days.

SKY POV

Lando has room 104, so it's back to the same floor as my room. Knocking on his door a thousand thoughts are flying through my head.

Was this the right decision? Shouldn't I be with Pierre right now? What if he is mad, even though he said it was okay? Why do I even trust him so much? What if he hates me? Why do I like Pierre? Do I like Pierre? He's a good friend, doesn't do anything you don't want, but do I love him?

When Lando opens the door he sees that I'm overthinking. "Sky, hey, come here."

He opens his arms, I fall into them, bury my head in his neck and start crying. He pulls me to his couch and puts me on his lap. "Good morning to you too, what's going on in that little head of you?"

I look at him. "Oh I'm sorry, good morning. I was just thinking."

"You were not just thinking, there was more."

"Pierre", I whisper.

"WHAT, WHAT DID HE DO?" He wants to stand up.

"Lando, please calm down. He did nothing wrong. It's just ... difficult."

I start walking around in his room. "He's just, I don't know what he is. He is handsome to the limit. Have you seen his eyes? They are not okay. You know, when you look at them you just drown. He's cute. And he doesn't push you or anything."

"Ehmmm Sky." Lando looks behind me.

"No, Lando tell me that you're joking and Pierre is not behind me."

I hear a French accent whispering. "It's really me, can I hug you?"

I slowly nod, thinking about what Pierre could've heard when I feel 2 arms wrapping around my waist.

"Good morning again. You forgot your paddock pass, I thought you might need it so I brought it. But you two were in a conversation, so I'll leave you alone." He walks away and wants to close the door.

"Pierre wait!"

He turns around in the doorway and I run to him. "What's wrong?"

"Are you not mad at me?"

"No why would I be?"

"Because I'm driving with Lando?"

He grabs my hands. "Of course I'm not mad at you, I will never be mad because of a decision you make okay? Remember that."

"I will, thanks for bringing my pass, see you in the paddock."

"Bye Sky, see you later."

When I turn around I see Lando with his eyeballs almost falling out. "You, you, you..."

"I what?"

"You slept with Pierre tonight?"