Just friends?

Chapter 25

SKY POV

I slam the door of my room, luckily Max isn't here. I repeated it a thousand times. I care about you because I love you. Is there really someone that loves me, that cares about me?

Do I love him? I don't want a relationship like my parents had. But it can be different, if you look at Charles and Charlotte, or Carlos and Isa. Or is that fake, and are they different when they're alone.

I message Isa.

*Heyy, can I talk to you?*

*Of course, do you want me to come to you?*

*That would be nice, room 133.*

*Okay, I will be there in a minute <3*

I open the door for her. "Welcome, don't look at the mess please, I live with Max."

We walk immediately to my room, where we sit on my bed. "I wanted to talk about your relationship with Carlos, I have some questions about it, if you don't mind."

"Well, asking is free."

"Do you fight very often?"

"What do you mean by very often?"

"Like at least once a day."

"No absolutely not. When you do that you should break up in my opinion."

"Yells Carlos at you every now and then?"

"Of course not, hey honey, are you okay?"

I start to cry, and I tell her about the relationship my parents had, and that I'm scared to have a relationship because I don't want it to be like that.

She listens, and afterwards she hugs me. "It'll work out, believe me okay?"

"Yes, thanks for listening."

"Anytime my dear."

TIME SKIP, WEDNESDAY NEXT WEEK

I don't know if I can do this. Last Wednesday we went back to Monaco, since it wasn't a double header, and now we're in Hungary, for the last race before the summer break.

I didn't speak to Pierre since he said that he loved me, but there is an empty space left behind. I barely left my room, didn't sleep well and barely ate.

Me and Max have separate rooms this time, and I'm happy because that means no comments on my health from him.

But I think I do love Pierre. I mean I missed him, and not how you can miss a best friend, but without Pierre it just isn't the same. But does he feel just like that? He didn't try to contact me once. Should I wait, or just give it a try? I can't be more broken than this, so I'll give it a try.

*Hi, can we talk?*

PIERRE POV

I was about to go to Yuki to play a game of FIFA when I feel my phone buzzing. I look at the screen, and my heart skips a beat. Sky<3

*Hi, can we talk?*

I message her back.

*Yes, of course.*

*Okay, tonight, 7 PM, my room, 331.*

*I'll be there.*

SKY POV

I am so nervous. It is now 6:30, and I'm walking back and forth in my room.

What if he didn't mean it, what if it all was a joke. What if he only said it because he wanted to make fun of me towards the boys. What if he makes fun of me tomorrow in front of the cameras. What if he doesn't even come. What if Isa was lying and most relationships are like my parents had. What if, what if, what if.

Shit, I hear a knock on my door.