Just friends?

Chapter 58

"You are right, he does look like a little baby."

Lando runs to me and starts tickling. "What did you say?"

"Pierre, do something, he's killing your girlfriend."

"Lan, leave that poor girl alone, she can't defend herself."

Lando stops tickling, and that's my sign to run to Pierre and tickle him. We fall over and I sit on top of him. "Now say that again."

He cups my cheeks and pulls my head closer. "I said, you can't defend yourself."

"Oh I clearly can."

"Try it." And he closes the little gap that there was between our lips.

"Gasly and little Verstappen! If you want to disappear into your own world do it when you're alone, not when we are all watching."

I look up to Daniel and give him a middle finger before sitting up and scrolling through Netflix to find the Lion King.

George widens his eyes. "You were not kidding?!"

"Of course not!"

We all burst out in laughter because me and Lando spoke at the same time.

"I have such weird friends, but I'll deal with it."

"Like you should."

After the movie the boys leave and I lay down in bed, waiting for Pierre. He lets himself fall, and wraps his arm around me. "What do you say about today?"

I lift my head so that I can look him in his eyes. "It was one of the best days of my life, really. I enjoyed it so much."

He kisses me. "I'm glad that you loved it."

We lay down in silence, not an awkward one, just a comfortable silence, and I feel my eyes getting heavier.

"Goodnight Sky." I fall asleep.

WEDNESDAY

Pierre left to do some grocery shopping, I woke up and there was a note on the corner. I take a look on Instagram, and see a couple photos of me and Pierre yesterday.

I know that Pierre said, don't look at the comments, but I still do it. Most of them are positive.

*They are such a cute couple.*

*Look at him, he really loves her.*

*They are so cute together.*

*She is so beautiful, I wish I was her.*

*She is so brave, wearing a bikini, that can be so difficult.*

But there are also a couple hate ones.

*She is clearly with him for his fame and money.*

*Rule one, never date your brothers friend.*

*She is so ugly, how could he love her.*

*She is so fat, and look at her arms.*

*Just start cutting again, ugly bitch.*

Am I really that fat? But he's true, I'm ugly.

(A/N: I tried to make a conversation inside Sky's mind:)

You could just grab a knife and...

No, I promised Pierre.

But Pierre doesn't even love you, you're too ugly.

I walk to the couch, put my headphones on, search for some music and I move back and forth. Repetitive motions.

Just do it, nobody cares.

Pierre does.

No he doesn't, I mean look at you.

I start to cry. 

Pierre please come home soon.

Nobody will notice one line more. Even Pierre. 

I look at the kitchen.

Just walk and grab one.

But Pierre...

You're ugly anyway, I told you he didn't love you.

I hear the door open.