Rigby O'connell |BE

7

⚠️TW: R@PING⚠️

It's morning and i woke up next to Billie.
She is still sleeping and snoring so I get out of bed very quiet! I don't want to wake her up!

I walk to the kitchen to get some water and i see peaches! She ran into me and licked my face!
"Hey Rigby" i hear someone saying.
"Did you sleep well?"

Its definitely Claudia!
"Good morning Claudia" i say
"I slept okay ig"
"I tought you were sleeping with us but when i woke up I couldn't find you!" Claudia says!
"Yes I'm sorry i was on my way to the kitchen to get something to drink when i spotted Billie, we talked and said sorry so after all we did sleep in one bed"
I said while peaches was still licking my face!

"Oh no problem rigby! HEY PEACHES STOP LICKING HER FACE BAD DOG"
I laughed!

"Do you want something to drink?" She asked while making coffee!
"Yes I'll just get water" i say!
"Oh okay,well i was about to make coffee for Finneas and me but i think he is already coming"
"Is my coffee ready yet?" Finneas asked while kissing Claudia!
"Be patient finn" she says!

They were kissing.
"Guys please" i say annoyed.
They just kept going.
I walked away because I don't have to see them kissing for that long!
I think I'll wake Billie up!
"Hey billss" i say
"Oh hey" she said with a sleepy voice
I lay next to her
"Im exited for today"
"Eh why?" She asks me
"Seeing Jordan duh" i say
"Cute" she says

Did she really forgot?
"Let's get breakfast" she says
I'm so not hungry..
I rather eat nothing but i think i have no choice

"Hey girlies!" Finneas says
"You sure you aren't gay fin?" Billie ask's him
"I have a girlfriend Billie gaylish"
"FUCK YOU"
"FUCK YOU MORE BILLIE"
They are fighting.
Not hurting each other just pushing each other.
"Guys please" i say while eating a banana.

✨Time skip✨

"BILLIE COME ON YOU ARE SO SLOW" i scream while I'm outside waiting for her.
"On my way bitch"
She ran to the car
"There you are jeezz, let's go"
In the car we didn't say a word..
I was excited about the fact I'm gonna see him in sum minutes! But Billie doesn't seem to be happy at all! I want to ask whats wrong but everytime i ask something about her feelings she gets angry, and this wasn't really the time for her to get angry!

"We arrived" Billie says
I see Jordan! Oh my lord I SEE JORDAN!
He looks handsome as always!
We get out of the car! And we walk to the front door.
"You ring the bell" i say
"Okay?"
Oh they're coming!
"Heey Billie" Ryan says!
"Ayoo ryann!"
"Hey Rigby! Jordan is on the couch!"
"Hey Ryan!" I walk inside the door and i see Jordan sitting on the couch
"Hey" i say shy
"Hey Rigby!" He says

I sit down next to him
"How are you" he asks
"Im good what about you?"
"Well of course I'm good! I'm with you mamas"

Uh okay he is calling me mamas?! Weird
I smile
"Let's go to my room" he says
"Okay"

As we were walking upstairs i felt a strange feeling in my stomach! I did not really liked the fact that he called me mamas
We were in his room!
He layes on his bed!
"Come one" he says

I walk to his bed and sit next to him!
He touches my leg and gets up! He is still touching me!
"Its hot in here" he says
"Take of your hoodie Rig"
Fuck! No I don't want to take of my hoodie!

I smile at him
"Uhm-" he cuts me off and kisses me!
I really don't like the fact that he is kissing me
I really thought i liked him!

"Really Rigby take of your hoodie"he says again
"I'm not sure if you want to see me without my hoodie" i say
He takes of my hoodie!
Fuck,fuck,fuck
He hasn't noticed my scars yet

I take my phone and text Billie
"Billie i want to go home"
He kisses me again
He is touching my belly..
He is touching my arms
He still hasn't noticed my scars
He is touching my face
I wanna go home

He is touching my hips
His toung is in my mouth
Help
He is touching my boobs
I wanna go home
He is touching my back
Billie please tell me you saw my message
He takes of my shirt
"Sto-" he cuts me off by kissing me

Im in my bra
"BILLIE" i scream
He is taking me to the bathroom
He takes off my bra
I want this to be over

"Oh your so hot" he says
I close my eyes I don't want to see anything he is doing
I'm to fucking young for this shit

He is on my lap kissing every part of my belly,my boobs and my neck!
"BILLIE PLEASE" i scream
He is giving me a hickey
"Stop please"
He is kissing me again
He unzips my pants

Please no
Please Billie
Save me please
Please
Please
Please
He is taking of my pants
Fuck
I'm
Passing
Out
Breathe
Rigby
Breathe
Shit
His hand is in my undies
Fuck
Stop
Please

I hear someone walking near us
He licks my pussy
Shit
He is unzipping his pants too
The door isnt locked
He is holding me
I hear someone
It's billie
Im naked
So is he
Hes hard
Shit
I
Want
To
Die
"Rigby?"
IM HERE
SHIT
I CANT TALK
IM SHAKING
IM GETTING RAPED
fuck he is in me!
He is using a condom
Im not a virgin anymore
Fuck

"Rigby?" I hear Billie saying
"Bi" he cuts me off by kissing me again
She heard me
She is in the bathroom
"WHAT THE FUCK"

I cant see anything
I see black
I hear Billie
I hear nothing
I feel billies rings
I feel her clothes
She is holding me
I'm still naked
Ryan is here
He slapped Jordan
Jordan is crying

I don't care
Billie is putting on my clothes
Billie hugs me
I cry
Billie cries too
" we are leaving" she says
I open my eyes
I see Jordan
He is still crying
"I'm sorry Rigby" Ryan says
I cry i just cry
"I can't carry her anymore" Billie says
"I'll do it" Ryan says
He carries me to the car
Im in Billie's car
"Are you okay?" She ask's
"No" i say
She is calling someone! My eyes are still closed
I don't want to open them

I want to fall asleep and never wake up
"Who are you calling?" I say
"Q" she says
"Why?"
"I'm gonna tell him that I'm not going to his party tonight"
"Why not?" I say
"Ryan is gonna be there and so is Jordan, i don't wanna see Jordan! And im not really into a party right now"
"He is going to be mad"
She is on the phone now
"Hey Q, I can't go to your party tonight"
"What the fuck bro" he says
"Sorry,have fun tho"
She is nearly crying
"I tought we would stay friends after the breakup?!" he says
"WELL I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH A DICK!"
Billie is crying
She is trowing her phone to me!
"Call Finneas please"
Im calling Finneas
"Hey rigby! How are you?"

Uhmm i just got raped but i cant say that
"I'm fine" i say
"Liar" Billie says
"Gimme my phone Rig"
I give her her phone
"Go to our house and don't say a thing to mom about us don't talk about us,don't say we told you you had to go there just say hi"she says
"Uh okay uhm see you there"
"bring claudia please" i say

It was a long ride.
All i could think about was the fact that i had sex
I had sex
He raped me
But I'm not a virgin anymore
Were home

I ran to the bathroom
Im trowing up
"Is she okay?"i hear mom saying"
"Don't ask question's please"Billie says
"RIGBY IM IN MY ROOM" she screams
Im done trowing up and im walking to Billies room
"Hey" i say
"Come on" she says
Fuck that's what Jordan said before it happened..
I lay next to her
She hugs me