Rigby O'connell |BE

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Billie's pov:

I got out of the bathroom and saw Rigby laying in my bed with Rose they looked adorable.
"Hey baby" Rose whispered.
"Hey babe" i gave her a small peck on the lips.
"Uhm bill, I uhm i saw that Rig uhm...just look at her wrist.."
Her sleeve wasn't covering her wrist.
I looked at them and immediately started sobbing.
"I'll kill Hazel i swear to fucking god, if she's the reason why my lil baby is hurting her self I'll fucking hurt her"
I said.

"Sst stt baby calm down, all we can do is make Rigby feel loved" Rose told me
"I know but i hate to see her like this you know. She's been there before, I noticed her eating less dreaming weirder, I don't want her to relapse she was doing so well"
Rose stood up and wrapped her arms around me
"Baby its okay she'll be okay we'll be alright"
"I can't lose her I can't she's my lil baby i need her safe, i I don't want her to drive the same road AGAIN"

I sobbed in rose's arms.
"Baby look at me" she demanded
So i did
"We'll be alright everything will be alright, give me a kiss"
I gave her a kiss.
"Thanks baby"
"Come on we have to sleep now, tomorrow is you're show" she said.
Rigby was laying in the middle of the bed so Rose and i couldn't sleep next to each other i wrapped my arm around Rigby and have a small kiss on her forehead.
Rose looked at me in awe.
I love them both so much.

We almost fell a sleep but Rigby woke up.
I looked at her.
"I had such a bad dream" she cried.
"Oh love come here, you're safe"
"Sorry" she said.
"Don't" i gave her a small peck on her forehead and we fell asleep.

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It's morning.
I've slept horrible to be honest.
Today is our show in Amsterdam, i know for a fact that Hazel is gonna be there, I know she has vip tickets so she is defo gonna be front row with her new girlfriend..

Rigby is still sleeping.
And Rose is getting breakfast.
I grabbed my phone to make a picture of Rigby's sleepy face, she looks so precious.
But right after the photo she woke up.
"Morning love" i said.

She stretched and immediately pulled her sleeves down.
"Rig it's okay don't be ashamed"
She cried.
"I'm sorry I can't take this shit, they fucked Billie she gave head while we were together" she said sobbing in my arms.
"Hey sst stt it's okay, you deserve better" i tried to calm her down.
That's cruel...

Rose came in the room.
"Oh you both are awake"
Rigby turned around and said "yeah" still sobbing and shaking.
Rose placed our breakfast on the nightstand and gave me a kiss.
"Morning baby" and after that she kissed Rigby on her head.

"You alright darling?"
She shaked her head no and said "they fucked"
Rose joined our hug and we didn't stop till she stopped crying.
When she did we ate breakfast.
Ofcourse Rigby wasn't hungry, i told her that even if she ate a small bite i would be so proud.
So she did, and i was proud.

"I'm gonna change, see you in an hour?" She said.
"Whatever you want rig, be safe i love you" i said.
"I love you more" and she walked out.

"After giving all this love you deserve some love too baby" Rose said as she kissed my neck.
"I needed this" i said.
She sat on top of me and placed her lips on mine.
I opened my mouth and our tongues immediately danced around.
Small moans tried to escape my mouth.
She pulled back and smirked..
"Shower?" She asked.
I immediately said yes and we walked to the shower.
We removed each other's clothes and jumped in the shower

Kissing in the shower is something different.
Her hands traveled around my body while mine just stayed on her but.
Moans escaped from both of our mouth.
Her hand were on my thighs.
Our breathing got heavy.
She kissed me softly and we hugged and showered together.

"Feeling a bit better baby?" She asked me.
"Yes thank you a lot baby girl"
She kissed me.

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Rigbys pov;

They found out, i hate myself for letting this happen.
I should've just sleep in my own room, no one around me and no one to see my scars.
Im in my room now crying hysterically.
I can't call Hazel anymore, i need some love.
I decided to call lola, we talk almost everyday about how life's going.

I wiped my tears away and FaceTimed lola.

"Heyy rigg, how are youu" she said.
Her enthusiasm always hypes me up.
"Fine fine what about you"
"I'm alright, kind of miss my dad and you ofc! Why'd you call?"
"I wanted to see ur face, i miss u too!"
"Nawh, today is the show in Amsterdam right?"
I nodded.
"You exited?"
"No not at all man"
"Why not?" She asked, I didn't tell her about Hazel yet..
"Uhm so Hazel is gonna be there"
"Yeahh?"
"She cheated on me.."
"NO WAY?! THAT BITCH IM GONNA UNFOLLOW NOW MAN"

I laughed.
"No but really, how dare she!"
"Anyways do you have any news?" I asked her.
"Uhm my school started, fucking ass! Oh did you know that your mom asked me on messages how school is, she wants you to have a daily routins after tour of sum shit like that"
"Fuck really?!"
"Really.."

We talked for hours on facetime.
I didn't really realized the whole family was spamming me cus i was too late so i hung up with Lola and pretended to be asleep so that if they'll call me i can lie and say that i had fallen asleep.
And they did call me.

"Oh shit so sorry mom, im gonna change right now"
I changed into a darkblue set with black and white jordans.

One hour before the show starts and one hour before I probably see Hazel and Marie.
I got a snap from Noor.

I sented a picture back

We all soundchecked in the green room did some voice workouts and ready to go.
I walked to the barricade with mom claudia and rose and Billie and Finneas went backstage.
2 more minutes until they start.
Finneas walked on stage and everyone yelled.
And one minute later Billie got onstage and started singing bad guy.
I felt a lil tap on my back and turned around.
It was Claudia.
"She wants you to say hello to her, her name is noor?" Claudia yelled in my ear.
"thanks Claud!"
I walked up to Noor.

"Heeeeey" i said and gave her a hug.
Everyone in the crowd went crazy for billie and sum of them looked at me confused.
I heard a girl say.
"SHE CHEATING?"
"Are you alright tho?" Noor asked.
"I am don't worry!"
She smiled and said "I'm glad"
I hugged her told her to enjoy the show.
2 more songs and i'm up.

I had to pee so i ran to the toilet and after that, i peed.
One song next.
I ran back just in time, got my mic and Billie started her lil talk,normally its always the same but not today.

"So the next song is listen before i go, we wrote this cus our lil sister once written a letter which was really fucking sad so we decided to put that letter in a song, I want ya'll to be kind to each hold each other and be nice to my sister,she's having a hard day cus she got cheated on yesterday.. "
i walked on stage gave Billie a hug.
I sat on the chair and spotted Hazel hugging Marie.

Billie saw me looking at them.
"Don't let them get to you love" she whispered.
The song stared.
We sang along and I tried hard not to look at them, but i sang "leave me, deja vu" in Hazel's face.

A/n!!!
Should i do "billies pov" more often? Or nah.