Rigby O'connell |BE

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Tw: smut lols

I'm home.
I hear Billie playing the guitar .
"How dare you?! And how could you?"
Its that power song.
"Will you only feel bad? When they find out,if you could take it all back,would you?"
I knocked on her door, she was crying..
"Hey, you wanted to talk right?"
She nodded and tapped her bed to tell me to sit there.

"Whats wrong bills?" I asked.
She wiped her tears.
"Rose hasn't been talking to me today and yesterday she was with her friend, i feel like she's done with me or some shit"
"She's not Billie, she's going on tour with us in 2 days, she is just hanging with her friends for the last time before she goes" i said.
Billie laughed but not a funny laugh, more of a idc laugh.

"Look you don't know a shit about relationships Rigby, she's probably out there cheating on me with some hot chick who's there" she said angry.
It made me jump a bit.

"If you don't want me to help, fine I'll leave but i know she is madly in love with you so don't make conclusions so fast" i said and i walked out.
She is always fucking like this.
I hate it, I couldn't even tell her about today.
I felt a panic attack coming.
But I couldn't control it.

Mom and dad were asleep.
Only Billie was awake.
But we just had a fight...
I screamed.

"BILLIE" and i felt my eyes getting heavy.
I felt weak.
I felt like the earth was gone and i was left in this big black space.
I fell.

After that I didn't knew if i was alive or not.

But i woke up.
In Billie's bed with her arms around me.
I opened my eyes.
"Hey" she said.
"Sorry" i replied.
"Stop with the sorry"
I nodded and cried.
"Hey hey ssst, as long as I'm here, no one can hurt you sweetheart" and she gave me a forehead kiss.
I smiled and fell asleep.

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It's morning.
Last day home before were leaving for tour.
I don't think Billie is excited, yesterday she was really uhm mad.
"Billie imma make breakfast cya" i said as i got out bed.
When i walked out her room I spotted Rose in the living room.
"Hey rigs, is Billie in her room i have to talk to her" she said.
"Yuh, but you aint gonna break up with her right?"
I asked her, i was really scared.
"What?! No? She thinks that?"

"No, she is not really awake just be quiet a bit"
She nodded yes and walked to her room.
I don't know what happened next.
I just made my breakfast, but Hazel FaceTimed me .
"Hey rigs" she said.
"Hey, slept well?"
"Uh huh but um thanks for the note you left, it's hella cute"
I blushed a little.
"All for you" i said.
I was still making breakfast.

"What are you making?" She asked.
"Blueberry pancakes, vegan"
"Ouuu i wanna tryy themm" she said looking at me thru her phone.
"Come here than" i said.
"K I'm coming" she said as she was putting her hair in a bun.
"Really?" I asked.
"Yes if you want me to ofcourse.."
I immediately said "yes yes please come i miss you"
"Jeeezz who is the softie now?"
"Oh fuck you, stay home" i said.
"Sorry baby"
"Baby?" Finneas said as he walked thru the door.
"Uh, hey finn"
"Who's calling you baby" he asked totally ignoring me greeting him.
"Hazel? Why do you care" i said looking annoyed.

"Ship" he said and he walked to his room.
"Fuck you!" I screamed.

"Still wanna come over tho?" I asked her.
She said yes and left the FaceTime.
I made some pancakes for her in a heart shape.
Is it a hint? I don't know, i don't even know if i like her..  maybe i just miss attention and love.

I hear Billie giggle.
They're fine i guess.
We have dinner at Claudia's tonight just before we go on tour.
Julia is gonna be there with her boyfriend Mike.
I don't know Mike, Claudia said they met at school.
It's nice to know she's not all alone at school.
I kinda wanna bring Hazel to the dinner.
But maybe that's weird.

Billie is bringing Rose and of course Finneas and Claudia and mom and dad and Claudia's parents.
If I don't bring Hazel I'm 10th weel or some shit.
I hate that.

I hear the doorbell ring.
That must be Hazel.
I totally forgot to dress up, I'm still in my pjs, and my hair is in a bun.
I don't smell bad tho.
I opened the door.
"Hey!"
"Hii"
We hugged. Not like we use to hug.
More passionate than before.
Love is scary.

"I made you pancakes" i said to break the hug.
"Ooww you're the fucking best Rig"
I gave her the plate.
"Nawh there hearts, your so cute"
"You are Haz"
She blushed.
"Sorry to say but you look so fine in that fit, and the bun is so cute"
"Thank you ba"
I tried to say baby but Billie cut me off by saying "teen romance"
I looked angry but Hazel just blushed.
Billie grabbed some pancakes and brought it to her room.

"Sorry about her"
Hazel her mouth was stuffed with food, she tried to talk but she couldn't, it was hellaaa cute!
While she took her last bite i asked if she wanted to go to my room.
"Sure" and she stood up.
I grabbed her hand and we basically walked hand in hand to my room.
Billie and Finneas were looking at us from their room.

I immediately got 2 messages from the siblings chat.
Its called.
"Sibling squad" very cringe if you asked me.
But my carrot head brother made it and he is cringe.

"Date date date" billie texted.
"Bring her tonight" Finneas texted.
They are annoying as fuck.

I rolled my eyes at my phone.
And we got to my room.
I laid on my bed
"I'm still so tired" I said
"Same rigs" she said.
She laid down next to me and turned so she could face me.
"Hazel wanna go to dinner with me and my family at Claudia's place?"
"Uhm sure, but than i have to change clothes because this is gonna be smelly is we stay in bed.
"Wear mine" i said.
She got out grabbed a hoodie out of my closet and some shorts.
She changed in front of me and I really tried to keep my eyes of of her but something in my brain said "look" so i did but without her noticing.

She jumped back on de bed and laid on top of me.
Wich made butterflies run thru my belly.
She looked at me.
I looked at her and than her lips.
Oh how bad I wanted to kiss them.
No I couldn't, if i kiss her now I wouldn't been seeing her for a long time. I would miss her so much.
But than.
She kissed me.
Yeah fuck this i had to kiss her back.
So we made out, and it got heated.

I flipped her around because I can't stand being a bottom.
I ran my hands thru her hair as we kissed.
Small moans tried to escape from her lips.

Hazel is sixteen and I'm 15, is that too young?
I don't care.

We broke the kiss and she said
"Its so fucking hot in here"
So i tugged at her hoodie to hint that i want to take it of.
And she nodded.

I took her hoodie off, she was just in her bra.
She tugged at my shirt to take it off, i nodded.
I didn't care if she saw my scars or my body, i felt safe.
We were both in our bra's.
We kissed again and her hand were on my boobs.
Is this the time?
The time i have real sex?

She humped against my body to lose fraction and i tugged at her bra clip
She nodded and i took it off.
Shit she looks good.
I rand my hands over her body while we kissed.
She took my bra off too and gasped.
I laughed. I know their big.
She kissed me again and i think this was the time.
But if we fuck now i would miss her too much.
I kissed her neck and small moans left her mouth
And she flipped me over.
Tugging at my panties and taking them of.
I bet i was wet.

She kissed all over my thighs.
And she went in.
I felt so good.
Fuckkkk Hazel" i said maybe too loud?
She was so good at this.
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck"
"Ssst baby" she said.

I mean this is way better than the shit jordan did.
I feel loved and good?

But i heard Billie laugh.
Does she know?
Can she hear us?

My worries became bigger and Hazel was still fucking me.
I couldn't not moan? I hate this, no i love this.
"Billie can hear us" i said quiet
So she stopped.
What the fuck?! I had sex..

I mean great and she is hella good but... now?!
She looked at me.
"Are you okay? I didn't hurt you right?"
"No I'm fine I'm just flabbergasted or something like that"
"Am i too young?" I asked her.
She shook her head.
"This just happens, I won't tell anyone don't worry"
"Thanks" i said.
She wrapped her arms around me and I melted in her hug.

A/n: i hated this