Rigby O'connell |BE

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Rigby's pov:

It's morning.
Today is the first shooting day, I'm excited ass helll.
I got out bed and rushed to the bathroom before Billie could.
I washed my body and hair and got out the shower.
I didn't know what to wear.
I decided to dm conner.
"Hey what are you wearing? I'm kinda stressed"
She immediately responded.
"Just some joggers with a sweater"
I told her thank you and after that i changed.

Billie was now in the shower, i grabbed a banana and ate it without thinking.
After that i packed my bag and waited for Billie.

When we were ready i basically ran to the car.
"You excited?" Billie asked as she sat down in her car.
"Yeah i am"
The ride was long, i was excited and nearly scared.
What if they think im not as good?
I hate myself for always bringing me down.
I probably looked somewhat sad because Billie said "hey you're gonna be fine and they'll love you okay?"
I smiled.

We arrived and i felt anxiety racing through my body.
I took one deep breath and walked inside the studio.
My hands were shaking and my breath was heavy.
Billie grabbed my hand and said "you can do it love"
"I'm not sure billie.. I don't wanna mess up"
"You won't rig, believe me you won't"

I spotted conner and she ran up to me.
"Rigby! I'm so happy to see you" she said as she pulled me into a hug.
I smiled and said "hi conner! I'm glad go see you too"
She laughed and broke the hug.
"Oh hi! I'm conner. You're her sister right?"
Billie smiled.
"Yes hi i'm Billie"
"How was tour? Aren't you exhausted?"

She is such an extravert and I love it.
They continued talking and a woman walked up to me.
"Hey Rigby, looks like you already met conner? My name is mariah Whilson, I'm the director!"
I shook her hand.
"Pleasure to meet you miss Whilson"
"Oh please,call me Mariah hun"
First mistake, check.

I looked over at Billie and she winked.
Me and Conner followed Mariah to the rest of the cast and we all introduced ourselves.
My eyes landed on a very pretty girl with dark brown hair and a septum piercing.
She was shorter than me and looked really nervous.
"Uhm my name is Clara, and uhm i play brooklynn and I'm 15 years old"
I smiled at her, i was nervous too but i wanted to make her feel comfortable.

It was my turn.
"Hey, I'm Rigby and i play amber and im 15 years old"
I felt her staring at me.
I looked at her and smirked.
She blushed and looked away quickly.

Mariah told us that we will be filming in a old school building and 3 different houses.
They legit bought some houses to decorate them for this.
Billie drove me to the house were we start filming.
"My room" was pretty fucking cool.
It looked like this

I immediately jumped on the bed and relaxed.
Conner followed me and after that Clara followed us.
But she landed on top of me.
Her face went red and she immediately apologized.
"Ay don't worry its fine"
"Oh"
She got of the bed but i pulled her at her arm to keep her next to me.
"They're just showing micheal his office you won't be needed there for some minutes just stay and relax"
So she did.
She layed back down and stared at the ceiling.

"Conner do you want to see your room?"
"Yes yes yes yesss"
She is really cute.
She just turned 11 but thinks she's a lot older.
"She a lil cutie isn't she?" I said.
"She is" she said softly.
Her voice sounded so cute.
But no, I'm better off alone. I'm not falling for her.
Or am i?
No no no i'm not, it's been 2 months since hazel and i broke up, we kinda lost contact.

I know she has a new girl, i don't care.
As long as she's happy.
I felt some tension between us.
Her hand was almost touching mine.
I touched her hand but didn't break the touch.
She looked at me in disbelief.
"Oh shit sorry, didn't noticed my hand touching yours"
"It's okay,sorry"

"Don't be" i said as i grabbed her hand and looked in her eye.
She blushed again.
"Girls you coming?"
"Yes sorry mariah!" I said as i stood up.
I smirked at Clara as she was just frozen on the bed.
If i have some kind of control over her the scenes where we kiss are gonna be fun.

*filming
We filmed our first scene.
It was me laying in my bed with my AirPods in my ear.
Than the bell rings, that's the time where Brooklynn (clara) said hello and welcome to the neighborhood.
I was wearing an all dark outfit, bags under my eyes and some wet mascara under my eyes.
I looked outside and layed back down.

After that she rang the bell again.
And again.
I walked out of my room and got downstairs to open the door.
"Sorry i was a sleep" i said.
I tried so hard to not get lost in those fricking eyes.
And i could tell she was trying too.
"Oh. My uhm mom told me you were new to this neighborhood and might want some friends"
"No thanks, everyone here is homophobic and racist" i said arrogant.
"Oh"
I slammed the door in her face.
Now the camera is on her face.
"Shit" is what she said as she walked away.

And scene one is done.
So far only one mistake.
After this scene its just me making noodles for myself and crying on the couch.
Than my moms bf walks in with my mom and sister.
Conner is already acting like a pro.
"Hey" i said very quietly.
They didn't answered,they just nodded.
Lola(conner) looked like she was crying.
"What's wrong?" I say.
Kurt, the stepdad played by micheal sighed
"Whats wrong kurt?
"FUCKING NOTHING YOU LIL BRAT!"
I jump and tears start to form in my eyes.
That's something I don't need to pretend, i always cry when someone screams.

*

Time flew by and the first filming day is over.
Billie picked me up.
I wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.
I gave Clara my snapchat and she added me back.
I sent her a picture of my face and said.
"Hey love, enjoyed the first day?"
She responded immediately.
"I did, thanks for making it less hard"
"Dw,dw i have your back"

After 2 hours she called me.
I had no idea why but when i picked up it was obvious.
She was crying hysterically.
"Hey hey sstt, what's wrong?"
"Uhm i, well okay my bestfriend told people that basically hate me that i was home alone today and now theyre coming to my house to fight me"
Wtf? Why would they do that.
"Public school kids are weird man"
"I know and sorry for calling you but my parents are not home because they're having dinner and sleeping in a hotel"

"Get ready, I'll pick you up so send me your adress"
"Okay thanks"
I looked over at Billie who heard all of this
"I suppose i should drive?"
"Yes please bill, but fast"
We rushed to the car and immediately drove to her house.
When we got there i already saw Clara sitting in front of the door.
Crying,shaking hysterically.
I got out of the car and i was shocked.
I was too late.

Her face was all bruised and her clothes were dirty.
I touched her wound and asked.
"Those stoner kids, the ones with the skinny jeans.. did they do that?"
She cried.
"Yes, but they're already gone. You can go back if you want tho I'll be alright"
I laughed.

"Oh no never, you're coming home with us and stay there until you're parents are back"

"And filming?"
"We will go together, do you have a bag packed?"
"Yeah uhm it's in my room"
We walked to her room, she was rich.
I could tell by the stairs and her bed.
She would probably think my house sucks.
I noticed that she was biting her lip and playing with her bracelet.
"Hey your safe now"
She started crying.
"Really your safe,Billie is outside so she will notice when someone is walking in. And they won't find my house"
I pulled her into a hug and held her like that for some seconds.

After the hug we grabbed her bag and walked to the car.
She greeted Billie while she was hiding her face.
She was ashamed.
But Billie already noticed it.

The drive home was quiet.
No one knew what to say, should we talk about happy shit or not.
It was akward.