Rigby O'connell |BE

50

A/n: jeeezzz 50 😭😭

Billie's pov:
Today was our last show from tour, finally.
This tour was crazy, a lot has happened.
Rigby had a few panic attacks during antwerp and now, I'm worried even more.
We're in a plane back to home.

"Baby?" I said.
"Yes bill?"
"Should I bring you straight to your house or do you want to crash at mine? We'll be home in the middle of the night."
"Can i crash at yours?"
Ofcourse, i should've known.
"Ofcourse baby,you can always sleep in ma bed."
"Thank you bil"
I looked over at Rigby who was in her hoodie and shaking like crazy, she was sitting alone.
I texted her.

"Look at me pls"
She was typing.
"Why?"
"Look at me!" I demanded over text.
She turned around, her eyes were red.
I texted.
"Come here"
She walked over to us.
"Whats wrong billie?" She asked me.
"Are you okay?"
She sighed and walked away, she had grown a bit of an attitude lately and im hating it.
I didn't want to bother other people in the plane so i just texted her that this was such a bratty thing to do.
She read it but ignored it.

After some hours we were in LA.
Finally!
This tour was crazy.
We got out of the plane and the security led us to a car that drove us home.
The car ride was boring, everyone was quiet or listening to music.
But when we arrived home we were all happy.
I grabbed the keys and opened it.
I missed our home.
Rigby immediately got in her room and put on her red led lights.

Mom unpacked some of her stuff and told us goodnight.
Me and Rose got in my room, changed and got in bed.
"Baby, thanks for letting me go on tour with you"
Rose said softly.
"Oh baby I love you so much,thanks for going on tour with me"
And we fell asleep.

Rigby's pov:

I slept for so long, its almost evening again.
Tomorrow i have my first day filming the series.
I'm really nervous, my life will change.
What if people hate it?
I need to stop worrying.
I haven't seen anyone today.
I walked out of my room and pepper ran up to me.
"Heyy pepsssss, i missed u"
I hugged with my dog for some seconds until mom walked up to me.
"Wow your alive, you slept for so long honey"
I smiled.
"Yes sorry mom, i was so tired"
"Don't say sorry for that, I'm glad you slept well! And alone!"
She's right, i never sleep.

I sat down on the couch and watched the office.
Billie walked in the room.
"Jeez rig you're awake finally"
I just smiled, she's getting on my nerves lately.
I don't even know why, i love her but she is just so much and i just feel empty.
Sometimes i feel like im too rude or something like that.
I don't know how to fix that to be honest.

"What are you thinking about Rigby"
Dad asked.
"Alot dad, I don't even know."
He sighed and said "you do know whats in your mind Rigby, let it out"
I explained to him that I'm scared that I'm rude and bla bla bla.

"Rigby you can't just tune your emotions out, you're a teenager and you're allowed to feel sad and be rude sometimes. These emotions are just dancing thru your mind and we all know that you're not a rude person."
I smiled at that.
"Thanks dad"
I laid my head on his shoulder and smiled.
I continued watching the office while mom was cooking dinner for us.
I'm not hungry..

Finneas's pov:
I'm at my own house thinking about Rigby.
I am worried about her, i think she should start therapy again.
At tour she was sad alot, smoked weed and had panic attacks.
Mom thinks its just puberty.
Mom didn't see Rigby alot this tour.
But i did.

Claudia tried to get it out of my head but it just doesn't leave my head.
Ever since the thing with Jordan started everything is going downhill.
I know she is also a teenager and teenagers these days smoke and drink.
I was too much of a pussy in my teenage years.

I also never felt the urge to just take a joint.
But what if this is just the beginning and she becomes a smoker? A junky? An addict?
I don't want that to happen.
I spotted a vape in her bag earlier.
She needs to stop.
But I can't push her, thats cruel.

I'll talk to mom about this.

"Finn?"
"Yes baby?"
"Stop worrying so much about her, it's not your responsibility to help her get through this difficult time"
"I know Claudia, but she is my little sister who i love a lot"
She kissed my forehead and said "I know and its cute but i also love you and I need you happy too."
"Thank you love, i love you"
She smiled and gave me a kiss.

Billie's pov:
It's almost time for dinner.
Today we were just resting.
I wasn't.
I brought Rose back home and helped her unpack her stuff, after that we ate lunch with her mom.
After the lunch mom asked me to buy groceries, I didn't want to go alone so rose joined me.

After the groceries we went separate ways, Rose is starting school again tomorrow.

Now i'm making dinner for my family.
Noodles with tofu.
Mom walked up to me.
"Thank you for making dinner honey,can i ask you for a fever?"
"Depends"
"I'm going to a friend of mine tomorrow, could you bring Rigby to her first shooting day?"
"Do you really think that's a good idea mom? I want this to be about her, they need to be happy to see her and not me just because i sing"

Mom was thinking.
"I don't know, but she has to go and no one can drive her tomorrow only you.."
"Fine, i'll do it"