Rigby O'connell |BE

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10 days have passed.
Filming, hanging out with Clara and do the same the next day.

We don't kiss a lot, but we do kiss.
We hold hands and she sits on my lap during the times we don't have to film.
The serie is getting heavier and sadder every day.
I had 1 interview about the show.
Life is crazy.
Clara told me yesterday she was worried about me never eating.
So today i'm eating just for her.
That's really hard for me but i wanna be the strong one in this relationship.
I haven't really told her about Jordan.
I feel like i have to tell her at some point, if we are officially together.
Because what if we have sex and she does something that reminds me of him..
It'll ruin the moment.

"Rig, are you okay?" Billie said.
I nodded and took a bite of my vegan vanilla yogurt with fruit and granola.
"Uhm I can't pick you up today"
"Okay uhm and mom?"
"Nope they have a wedding today, you have to ask Finneas or call a cab."

"I'll ask Clara if I can hang out at hers"
"How are things been with you and her?"
"Good i guess" i said as i took another bite of my yogurt.
I clearly didn't want to talk and i was very tired.
But Billie wasn't.
She was in a annoying mood.
Than Rose walked out of the room.
"Morning Rig"
"Hi"

"She is grumpy as fuck baby, she is rude and hurting me" Billie said as she pouted her lips.
"Oh baby, it's just puberty"
"Oh my fucking god can't yall be quiet for one fucking moment?!"
"You see what i mean babe, she is rude"

"Wanna know why im so annoyed?!"
They nodded.
"Okay yall were so fucking loud yesterday, like i never signed up to hear my fucking sister moan. Fuck quiet next time please"
I said.
Billie laughed.
"I'm so sorry Rigby, we'll be more quiet next time" Rose said.
"Yeah you better be" i said as i placed my bowl in the sink.
"Can we go now?"

I walked to the car and waited for them to get in, took a shitty long time cus they were probably making out again.
They are super touchy this week.
Finally they walked our of the door.
Billie's hair was all messy and Rose fixed it for her.
"Fucking honeymoon phase" i mutterd.
They looked at me in shock.

"Fucking what?!" Billie said.
"Honeymoon phase dumb bitch"
I rolled my eyes.
I asked Finneas yesterday why they were so fucking touchy and had sex every night.
He told me it was called the honeymoon phase, theyre extremely touchy,say i love you every fucking second and can't stop admiring each other.

"What the fuck is a honeymoon phase, why you acting so damn smart all of the sudden."
I explained what it meant and they looked at each other smirking and nodded.

When we arrived in already spotted Clara.
"Okay bye dirty fuckers, have fun with whatever you're about to do now you know"
They snorted and i ran to Clara.
We weren't sure what we were so we decided to not kiss at 'work'
It was pretty damn hard.
She was staring at my lips and i looked around if no one's looking and i gave it a small peck.
She smiled and gave me a kiss too.
Conner looked.

"Aaaaawhhh, i knew it"
I rolled my eyes and grabbed her shoulders.
"Conner baby, don't tell anyone will you? Our little secret"
She smiled. "Alright! I love keeping secrets"
She ran off and i felt Clara staring at me.
"You know staring is rude" I said.
"I'm not staring, I'm admiring baby"
Those damn nicknames.
I bit my lip and grabbed her hand.

We walked up to the rest of the crew to talk about the scenes.
I whispered in her ear.
"Billie and Rose are in their honeymoon phase"
She giggled.
"Grosss"
I nodded.

"Clara and Rigby, be quiet please.. thank you babes"
I laughed.
I whispered in her ear again.
"Can you hang out after? I don't wanna uber home.."
"Sure baby"
"Thanks ma"

They told us we have our kissing scene today.
I smirked at Clara.
"So it's gonna be real,girls?"
Conner opened her mouth.
"Thats gonna be a treat for them"
I hit her softly.
"Quiet conner"
She giggled.