Rigby O'connell |BE

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Rigby's pov:

Its night, i was fucking high..
I feel like such a bad child and sister and sister in law..
I can't remember anything that happened today.
I sat up straight and immediately started vomiting.
It was so bad.
I got out bed and walked to Billie's room.
When i opened the door she laughed.
"Feeling bad aren't yah?"
"Can you stop, i know it was a dumb thing to do" i said.
Rose was already sleeping.
I wrapped my arms around Billie and tried for fall asleep.

My mind kept me awake, what if they didn't pick me up? where would i be now?
What if someone overheard our conversations, what will the press think.
I was also still worrying about that article, that shit was fucking nasty.
"Billie?" I said.

"Yes baby"
"I'm sorry for all of this"
"Go to sleep rig, its ok"

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I woke up in Billie's arms, i was feeling so bad, i had a really big bellyache.
"Morning" Rose said, she was already getting ready.
"Oh morning Rose"
I got out bed and felt my head spinning.
I grabbed her arm for some stability.
"Woah you okay?" She said.
I just nodded.
I never felt so bad, i mean yeah i've been sick before but never like this.
"I'm okay sorry"

I grabbed a small bottle of water and drank it.
I just wanted this shit to be over.
"Can you say thank you to Billie for letting me sleep with yall?"
"I'll do!"
"Thanks Rose"
I walked out.

Bilie's pov:

I felt something laying on top of me.
When i opened my eyes it was my fine ass girlfriend.
"Morning baby" she said.
I grabbed her jaw and kissed her lips.
"Morning beautiful"
"Rigby is in her room by the way"
I smirked.
"No baby, i just got ready"
"Ugh fine, I'm taking a shower" i got out bed trew my clothes off and jumped in the shower

While i was in the shower I started worrying alot about Rigby..
She isn't happy at all and she's doing some stupid stuff.
I need to have my lil sister safe.
This is fucking with my mind,i think tour is also really alot for her.
Whenever we're done she is starting filming for her series.
It's alot I'll admit.

I started crying, i love crying in the shower, you can't tell if its water or tears.
Rose walked in the bathroom.
"What's on your mind baby?"
"Rigby" I mumbled.
I got out the shower and changed in an outfit.
I was still crying.
"Hey sst baby, she'll be alright relax"
I relaxed and i hugged her tight.

"I love you so much babygirl" i mumbled as i kissed her.
"I love you more bils"

We went downstairs to eat breakfast.
Finneas and Claudia were already eating and Rigby was talking to mom, she was crying.
I walked up to them but mom shook her head so i walked away.
I sat down next to Finneas and asked what was going on.
He told me that mom caught her cutting herself.
I was in shock.

I ordered some breakfast and looked at Rigby who was trying to fight back tears.
She looked back and i smiled and mouthed at her to come here.
She walked up to me and i wrapped my arms around her.
"Whats wrong love?"
"Mom uhm saw my uhm wrists"
I hugged her harder.
"I'm sorry"
She smiled, i gave her a small forehead kiss and she walked back to her place.
Today is the show in antwerp and we're leaving tonight.
I ate my breakfast and we got back to our room to pack.

After packing we were laying in bed cuddling and watching a movie.
"You know im so glad i met you"
She blushed at my comment.
"I'm serious baby, i love you so much"
"And i love you more and i'm proud of you"
I kissed her and placed her on top of me.
"Baby you need to rest for your show" she said as she placed a small peck on my lips.
"I'm fully rested, i need some love and affection"
She laughed.
We kissed pretty heated.
"You do realize im on top right now baby"
I flipped over so that im on top.
"Not anymore mamas"
I placed my hands on her boobs and kissed her rough.

She tugged at my shirt while kissing.
"You want it of dont yah?"
She nodded.
"I can't hear you"
"Take it off" she said.
"Alright alright"
I took it off leaving me in my bra.
She bit her lip and grabbed my jaw.
I took of her shirt leaving in bra too.
Oh how bad i wanted to give her head.
"I want sex" she said.
So i gave her head.

(Robbed yall from smut xoxox)
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Rigbys pov:

I'm in my bed crying, i hear Billie and Rose having a lot of fun, again..
It makes me want to die.
Part of me wants hazel back but i know it won't work like that.
She hurt me, i was feeling so bad when i heard everything.
It still hurts me, i know it wasn't her fault.
She never knows when to say stop, she is too soft..
That's the main reason why i fell for her.
I know my mental state isn't well and i first have to focus on myself tour and the series.
I was studying my text.
I already know alot.

I got a dm from a girl named "conner adama"
"Hey hey! Rumors going around that you play the leading role in: sorry, goodbye
I play Lola! Wanna hang out or call soon to rehearse?"

"Hey connerr! Yeah we can lol, im on tour rn so we prob have to do it after tour, we'll also see each other soon!"
I really need to rest before the filming starts, after that we could.

I continued studying my text.
Billie and Rose were so fricking loud.
It's making me vomit.
Part of me wants to knock on the door and tell them to be quiet.
But they helped me through the whole weed situation and i'm thankful for that so i'll let them have fun i guess.

4 hours later it was show time, i nailed it without crying.

A/n: i'm gonna time skip till the end of tour cus yeah lazy b