Rigby O'connell |BE

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It's morning.
I'm alone, Finneas isn't next to me anymore.
But it's okay.
I'm glad it's morning.
Tour is in 2 days.
Fucking excited!!
I like European tour more than American tour.
I like to explore more city's.
And Rose and Claudia are coming so it's less boring, we said we wanted to explore as many city's we can.
Whenever Billie and Finneas are rehearsing we can explore.

I don't know what were gonna do today.
Billie is having an interview and Finneas is doing things with friends.
Hazel has school so I can't hang out with her.
I texted her.

Me:
Hey baee ik your at school rn but can you hang out after school?

She texted back immediately.

Hazel:
Heyy uh yes pleaseee, this class is boringg aff lmao i still have 2 lessons lol meet me at the parking lot ily

I was very happy to hear that, shit was gonna be boring today.
I got out bed and took a quick shower.

Mom was making waffles, i could smell it!
After my shower i got dressed.
It was hot outside.
I was wearing some shorts. No not short shorts but basketball length shorts.
And a blosh shirt with some chains.
I looked fire, in my opinion.

I got a snapchat from Billie.

I sented a snap back.
"Where the fuck are you"
"In ma room dumbass"
I walked to her room.
"Supp biatchh"
She laughed.
"You look cool, where you going?"
"Hazel's school, I'm hanging with her but she is still at school"

"K well you look fire, have fun"
"Thanks" i say very soft.
"OOOWH COME HEREEEE" she screamed in her baby voice.
I gave her a bigg hug.
She is the sweetest sister.

"Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouuuu" she said.
"I love you too but i got to eat something, oh and you do too" i said while walking away.
"I'll come in a minute" she said.

"Morning Rigby, Maggie made waffles and there really good" dad said.
"I'll try them"
"Mommm can i get one?" I asked while grabbing my airpods.
"Sure honey, do you want syrup?"
I nodded yes.

Billie came in the room too.
"This shit smells fucking amazing"
"Billie language! It's not shit" mom said.
That made me giggle.
She looked very strict, it's funny when she's mad.
"Girls im very serious, you talk like gang members"
I looked Billie in the eyes, I already know what she is gonna say.

"Mom i am"
"WHAT?" She responded kind of shock.
"Joking"
Mom rolled her eyes.
"Rigby, you have to be home at 7, or later but than somone has to pick you up."
"Okayy" i said as i shoved my last bite in my mouth.

"Bye mom" i gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"Bye bill" and i did the same.
She held me.
Very strong.
"Rigby, when your home please come straight to my room" she said.
This gave me a strange feeling, is she alright?
"Okay i will, take care please"

I walked out and hopped on my bike.
While i was biking i was worrying alot about Billie, is it Rose? She has been wearing hoodies alot, it's not even cold.
Oh no.
Fuck fuck fuck!

I almost got hit by a car.
My heart stopped beating for a second.
I wasn't focusing on the road, i was just worrying about Billie.

I'm almost at hazel's school.
Way to early.
I've never been to a school.
I feel anxiety racing thru my body.
My hands are sweaty.
I get of the bike because I don't want to actually get hit by a car.
I stand still.
Breathe a couple of times and recover from my small panic attack.

I decided to walk instead of biking.
There's a car driving by, listening to listen before i go.
Its a young girl, maybe 16? She looks drained.
She stops and i see tears coming from her eyes.
I knocked on the window.
She rolls it down and wipes her tears away.
"Hey are you okay?"
"Uh yess" she said.
I could see she was lying.

"Uh you're listening to listen before i go, its okay to cry" i said as she was holding back her tears.
"It's embarrassing, i mean your kind of a celebrity" she said.
"Uh, I'm not i'm just Billie's sister"
She smiled
"Well i gotta pick up my sister, I'm sorry about all of this"

I waved and she drove off, she looked kind of familiar.
She looked a bit like Sophia...
I know Sophia has a sister called Hannah and another sister, i don't know if thats her, I'll see.
I walked a bit further and got to Hazels school.
I wasn't really ready.
But i told myself to be strong and masc.
You know, that masc power Billie has.
If she can have it, i can too.

I already saw some kids walk out.
Ugly gamer kids.
Ew.
Than i saw Julia come out, she was crying.
I ran up to her.
"Are you okay?"
She wiped her tears away.
She wasn't wearing clothes that she would wear..
And she had a plastic bag with clothes in her hand.

"They trew cola on me, I'm good"
"They?"
Julia is kind of family, she's Claudia's sister and i need to protect her.
Julia didn't awnser my question.
But Hazel did.
" Sophia and her gang"
That made me fucking furious.

"Sophia? Our Sophia?!" I said almost screaming.
"Yes, she is a bitch to Julia" Hazel said.
"Right, I'll be a fucking bitch to her"
I spotted Sophia in the corner of my eye.
I walked up to her.
She immediately smirked, ew.
"Hey" she said.
"Hey? Fucking bitch, don't ever lay your hands on Julia" i said.
"Why not? She is a little baby" she laughed.

"Kill yourself" i spat.
I immediately regretted it.
"Sorry, to rude but you need to stop this shit!"
"Why baby girl?" She said.
I punched her in the face.
"Suck my dick" i said and i walked away.
People were cheering?
School kids are hella weird.

"That was kind of hot.." Hazel said.
I smiled and grabbed her hip from the side.
"Thanks Rigby, really thanks"
"It's all good juuls, see you tomorrow right?"
"Uh huh, love you" she smiled and walked to her moms car, I waved at her and they drove away.

I got on my bike and told Hazel to get on the back.
Her arms draped around my hip.
Am i falling for her?
I can't be, we're friends.
But I think she is falling for me.

We drove to her house.
"Get off hazel"
"Yuh"
She grabbed my hand and led me inside.
I felt my cheeks light up.
She didn't noticed luckily.

We walked up the stairs and got in her room.
She jumped on her bed and grabbed her notebook.
It was pink with flowers.
So cute.

"What are you writing?" I asked.
"About today, what you did was so amazing"
I smiled
"Thanks mama"
I sounded like Billie when I said that.
Her cheeks went red.
It was really cute.
When Hazel first texted me I tought she was very masc or something.
She isn't, she is very fem and soft.

"Oh we should watch a movie!" She said.
"Yuh, you choose baby" i said.
She chose Annabelle.
Ofcourse...

Everytime something scary happened came closer.
I don't want to be in love with her.
She is my best friend, I can't be with her..
But i like her so much.

She placed her head on my neck, i felt her warmth and she felll a sleep.
I promised Billie to talk to her so i had to go.
I left a note saying: it was really fun, but you fell asleep and i had to go home sorry bb xoxo me 
And i said bye and left the house

A/n: this legit took so fucking long but idc cry abt it! Jk jk love y'all, oh and this chapter was uhm alot