Rigby O'connell |BE

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We were all set and ready to go.
My eyed were really heavy and i was so tired.
We got in the car.
Clara was talking to Claudia and Billie and Rose were all cuddling.
I placed my head on Finneas's shoulder.
"How late did you fall asleep yesterday?" He whispered.
"I didn't"
He sighed and trew his arm around me.
"You're scared aren't you?"
I nodded and he tightened his grip around my waist.
It was an hour drive. And before i knew it, i fell asleep.

I woke up when we arrived.
Finneas smiled.
"I'm proud of you" he whispered and i smiled.
We got out of the car and got inside.
A man lead us to our backstage room where we get dressed and get our makeup done.
I didn't talk to the man.
Billie knew the girl/woman in the room.
"Aah Amelia my girll, how are youu?" She said as she hugged her.

"So good, and you billie?"
"Goodd, this the one and only Rose" she smiled proudly.
Rose shook her hand and smiled.
I just wanted to be home.
"You must be Rigby?" She asked me.
"Yup, nice to meet you"
Than she talked to Clara and the rest of the family.
Claudia and Rose got in the makeup first.
So me and Clara went and took a look at the stage.
It was huuuggeee.
I was very nervous and tired.
I also wanted to see Clara's dress so bad.
"Are you okay baby?"
I nodded and placed my hand around her waist.
We walked around and got back to the backstage room.
Rose looked fucking gorgeous.
Billie was admiring her as she was sitting on that chair to get her makeup done.

"Baby, stop staring at me" Rose said.
Billie giggled.
"Its hard not to baby.."
I rolled my eyes, they're so attached to each other.

Everyone got in the makeup and we changed clothes.
Mom and dad looked gorgeous together and so did Rose and Billie.
Finneas and Claudia were now changing.
I was on my phone scrolling thru instagram.
Lately i've been hating instagram or TikTok.
Its only negative and rude.
But its the day of the Grammys and all those gossip accounts are going crazy about who's wearing what and who's going with who.

"Baby, I'm gonna change in my dress" Clara said as she kissed my head.
"Alright baby, imma change too"
I changed in my suit and got out of the dressing room.
I was shocked to see Clara look so fucking breathtaking.
"You like?" She asked quietly.
"Like? Loveee! Baby you look so fine"
"Thank you baby, you look amazing too"

I gave her a kiss and placed her on my lap.
The Grammys is in 30 minutes.
We have to get out of this dressing/green room in 15 minutes.
Everyone packed a small bag for their phone etcetera and we made a family picture real quick.
Someone knocked on our door and i opened it.
"Family O'Connell?"
"Yup!"
Mom walked up to the woman and talked.
"We got to go honeys"
We walked to the red carpet and i was so fucking scared.

But so was Clara.
I held her hand and whispered in her ear.
"Baby you'll be fine, you look fine and sexy and gorgeous so don't worry"
She smiled.
"All you baby all you"
It was Billie's turn.
She handled it like a pro, some with her tongue sticking out, some smiling, some with her resting bitch face and some with Rose.
Finneas's turn, he did so good. Like always.
It was my turn.
I just smiled softly and some where I didn't smile at all.
I grabbed Clara her waist and we made some pictures together.
Those red carpets suck, the fake smiles hiding the real stress and awkwardness make it worse.

We all got to our seats and I finally relaxed a bit.
Knowing damn well Taylor swift is in the same fucking room.
I've always been a fan of Taylor, Billie used to make fun of me for liking Taylor.
But we still sang along to all her songs so i know damn well she likes Taylor.
The awards were starting.
I had this feeling like i was the most nervous of em all.
When they announced that Billie won song of the year with bad guy i was so proud of Billie and Finneas.

And after that they won fucking album of the year which is crazy.
Than record of the year, which made me ball my eyes out.
And than fucking best new artist.
This bitch won them all, and I couldn't be more proud.