Rigby O'connell |BE

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Its late,
I'm laying in my bed.
Somehow i managed to eat my dinner.
I can hear billie singing.

"I've dug 2 graves for us my dear"
She's missing x so much.
I feel bad.

"Billie?" I say as i'm standing near her door.
"Mhm" she responded.
I walked in her room not saying a word.
I layed next to her in her bed and gave her a big hug.
"He's proud of you bill"
She nodded.
"Life isn't fair Rigby,you'll see" while she talked her voice cracked.
She started crying.

"I know billie, I love you, he loves you,your loved k?"
She nodded.

I gave her a kiss on ger forehead.
Normally its her comforting me.
I feel mature, i don't know why.

We cuddled for a long time.
"Rigby?" She said.
"Uh huh"
"Sorry"
I was confused.
Sorry?! Why sorry
"For what?" I asked.
"I don't know"

"Billie?"
"Yuh?"
"Thank you"
She was confused too.
"For what?"
"I don't know?"
She sighed.
"Thank you for being you"

I fell asleep.

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It's morning.
I was still in Billie's arms.
Her snores were pretty cute, I really had to pee but i just didn't want to leave Billie's arms.

"Morning girls" i heard mom say.
Billie woke up and turned around.
"2 days until tour Rigg" billie said exited.
"Shit 2 days? Fuck"

"We should have a sisters days rig" she said.
I don't know what she means by sister day but I'm in for it!
"What do you wanna do?" I asked.
"Taco bell, swimming, maybe shopping i don't know"
Sounds like fun.
"K I'm in" i said as i got out of bed.

"Hey" i said to finn and Claudia.
"Morning rigs" they said.
I actually was hungry.
Weird.

"Do we still got bagels?" I asked mom.
"Yess hunny, ill make them for you" mom said.
"Okay imma watch tv" i said as i was walking to the tv.

Finneas and Claudia were sitting on the couch.
"Two days till tour rigss" Finneas said.
I nodded and grabbed the remote.
"Are you exited?" Claudia asked me.
I was..
I felt good and felt happy, which makes me feel weird.
Why am i happy? I don't deserve to be happy..
"Uh huh" i said.

I turned the tv on and watched the office.
"Yooo fuckers" Billie screamed.
I sighed.
"Be fucking quiet you whore" i said.
"RIGBY LANGUAGE" mom yelled from the kitchen.

They all laughed.
"Be quiet please"
"Jeezz sorry rig"

I continued watching the office.

"Rigby what do you want on your bagel?" Mom asked.
"Avacados please"

After some minutes mom yelled to tell me my bagels were ready.
I started eating while watching the office.
I actually ate it without thinking.
I placed my plate next to me on the couch.
Billie came running to me and gave mr loads of hugs

"Im so so so so so so proud of you Rigby Eleanor lucy Baird oconnell"

That made me smile.
"what did she doo?" Dad asked.
"She ate two fucking bagels dad"
"SHE DID?" he yelled.
"Mhm i did"
Finneas and Claudia just smiled at me and whispered something to each other.

Normally i would vomit this shit out of me but I actually didn't want to.
I ate and i was glad.
I felt good.
And I wasn't feeling hungry like I always am.

Time skip:

Its 12 am.
Billie and i are leaving at 1 am.
Were going to the beach.

I'm in my room packing my bag.
"Hey" Finneas said.
"Ayo"
"Rigby, I'm proud of you" he said.
I smiled.
"I really am, you're strong"

"Thanks finn"
"I love you" finn said just before he walked away.

10 minutes later Claudia knocked on my door.
"Rigby can i come in?"
"Yess come in"
She opened the door and sat next to me on my bed.
"Rigby i'm really proud of you, i really am"
I gave her a hug
"Thanks Claudia"

We hugged for about 3 minutes.
"RIGGG, ARE YOU PACKING ALREADY?!" Billie yelled from her room.
"NAH WHY?"
"BRO YOU SERIOUS? WE ARE LEAVING IN 10 MINUTES" I burst out laughing. She is actually so funny when she's mad, even though she can be so scary too.
"You should start packing rig"
I probably should.
I grabbed a bag and trew some shit in it that i maybe need.
"BILLIE IM DONE"
She came running to me and literally grabbed my arm and pulled me with her.

"Fuck, you good bill?"
"Yes why? Cant i be happy to do sum with my sweet little baby sister?"
"Fuck off!" She started laughing.
"Aren't you happy to have fun with your cool big sister?"
"No I don't have a 'cool big sister' i only have a grumpy old looking bitchass sister"

She faked crying, and i felt bad and immediately said.
"Sorry sorry sorry sorry"
"Hahaha bro your so sensitive"

We got in the car and listened to some music right before we stopped because we arrived at the pool.

It was so not crowded, we were basically alone!
That was great because my social anxiety is always worse if im wearing swim shit.

"Come on, let's go"
We ran inside and changed fucking fast.
"Billie are you done?" I could feel that i was shaking.
I don't know why, its weird.. i was scared to swim.

"Yes and you?"
"Uh huh" I grabbed my towel and hid my body with it.

Billie knocked on my door and told me to come out.
So i took a deep breath and walked out.
"Rigby its okay, you look fine"
"No I don't billie i fucking dont"
"You do stop with this bullshitt you look fine and I'm proud of you"
I don't know why but i always feel ugly next to billie.
And i know im her sister and shit but she is hella fine.
Nice hair, nice body,great clothes!
And i look like a boring bitch with my dirty blonde hair.
I kinda want to change my hair.
Idk.
Nevermind.
"Stop worrying rig"
"Sorry"