Rigby O'connell |BE

64

(Time skip, Rigby turned 16 and she's still with Clara,the show is out and she's starting to become kinda famous)

"Godddd Billie just fucking accept that i won, you sore loser" i scoffed, we were playing chess and i won. Billie already was in a bad mood but now she's about to lose her damn temper.
"Don't call me that Rigby, i always win with chess. You just cheated and it was damn clear you did" she said annoyed.
I didn't cheat, like i said she is just a sore loser.

"I'm not gonna waste my time on you" i scoffed as i walked away.
I got in my bed and started scrolling through TikTok.
To be honest, i do miss filming.
I basically do nothing all fucking day.
Me and Billie are in quite a lot of fights lately and everyone is getting on my nerves lately.

When i turned 16 they trew me a big party.
But this got ruined because Sophia showed up.
She's been bullying Clara a lot and it's just been fucking annoying.
I just want to give her one big hit on her fucking nose, maybe that'll make her shut up.
Probably won't.
I just think she's one big mentally unstable teenager, not like i'm super stable but she is crazy, psycho if you ask me.

She hit Clara 2 weeks ago during p.e. i was about to go there and hit het back but Clara says its fine and she said and i quote 'i need to fight my own fights' which is bullshit because this wouldn't be happening if she wasn't in a relationship with me.

But meanwhile she is in school the show is kinda blowing up and so is my insta + my TikTok.
Im not known for being 'billies sister' im known for Echoes of Courage the show im in

A/n: i totally forgot the name of the show so im changing the name of the show😭
Thanks ai for this name lmao.

~{}~

"Rigby, you need to see this!" Finneas yelled from behind the kitchen counter.
I turned around and got off the couch.
"What?" I said semi excited.

He gave me his phone and i started reading.

Oscar nominations:

Best new actor/actress.
- celeste ornami
- George hills
-Rigby o'connell
-Lilly miller
-vicky redbone

What?! I got fucking nominated for an oscar?! No fucking way.
Finneas nodded excitedly.
"Is that really real?"
I couldn't believe it, its crazy. Why should i be nominated for an oscar?
I'm 100% sure i'm not gonna win this oscar.

"Yes Rigby its real"
"whats real?" Billie asked as she walked up to the refrigerator to get her dirty ass orange juice.
"Rigby got nominated for an oscar"
"What?!" Billie nearly yelled.
"Yup" i sighed.
She trew her arms around me and embraced me in a gentle hug.

"I'm so proud of you right now oh my god"

Yeah, i think im proud of myself too for once..
These past 2 months have been hell.
I've been dealing with trauma, anxiety and stress.
Mom wants to test me for depression. I don't think that i want that. If i am depressed and its diagnosed, what difference will it make? It'll only be harder.

Mom did send me to therapy, i hate therapy.
They want me to take Clara with me, but i don't want her to bother about me.
Those are my problems and my problems only.
She knows what happened and she hates Jordan too. But i don't want her to go with me, thats just weird and unnecessary.

Clara and i don't hang out as much as we used to. She has her school friends and i basically only have her. And Lola. She is in the same school as her.
Mom asked me if i wanted to go to school too.
No, i don't want to.
Dad thinks it would be better if i had a schedule.
But i don't want to be in a place where adults, with issues boss me around.

Clara wants me to join her at school too.
Everyone wants me to go to a public school.
I don't really think i have a say on that decision.

"Clara baby, can you come to my place please?" I said over the phone.
"I still have to finish my English essay..."
"I'll make it for you baby, just please come over"
"Okay, its only 300 words tho.." she muttered.
"Baby, just come here and I'll make the essay after i tell you my good news"

"Okay, should i bring my blunts?"
"Mhm, I'll see you ma"
Oh yeah uhm, one thing i haven't told yall. I smoke now, regularly. I know what happened at tour but it helps with all the stuff going on in my head. Only blunts, no joints. Well mostly blunts.
Clara smokes too, she told me that basically everyone smokes at school, crazy.

I already started writing her essay, she told me 2 days ago it had to be about music.

So i made it about the history of music.

"The history of music is a captivating journey that spans across cultures and centuries, reflecting the evolution of human expression. From the primal beats of drums in ancient rituals to the intricate symphonies of the classical era, music has been an integral part of human existence." I wrote down, and the doorbell rang.
Finally my baby.

Billie opened it, and i waited in my room.
Billie is the only one who knows about me smoking, she smokes too sometimes.

Clara walked in my room and i got up and kissed her slowly.
"Hey ma, how was school?"
"Fucking boring"
Then Billie walked in.
"Clara, do you have blunts?" She asked.
"Yeah, why?"
"Lemme smoke with y'all, I'm very in for a good high"

I playfully rolled my eyes and nodded.
"We should go to the lil cliff at the beach." She added, we just nodded and got in the car with her.
"I already wrote a bit of your essay by the way." I muttered as i snaked my arm around her shoulder.

"We're picking up Rose by the way" Billie yelled from the driver's seat.
I just nodded.
The car ride was silent, not akward just chill.

By now, Rose was in the car too.
We were almost there.
Claudia and Finneas don't know about smoking.
Which is good because he'll definitely tell mom and dad.
I kept it a secret for Billie for like 1 month but she figured it out because i smelled like weed.
She just laughed and then showed me her little stash.

"We're here" Billie said softly.
I got out and grabbed Billie's blankets out of her dodge.
"Okay i got 4 joints and 4 blunts" Clara muttered.
"Gimme a joint baby" I said as i got comfy in the blankets.
She handed me one and I grabbed her liggter.
"Can i have a joint too Clara?"
She nodded and handed Billie a joint too.

"Baby, do you want one?" Billie asked Rose.
She shook her head.
"I'll drive us home"

We were smoking by now and god i missed it.
"Okay so i still need to tell you the good news"
She was listening very patiently.
"I got nominated for an oscar" i said quietly.
"NO FUCKING WAY BABY" Clara yelled as she placed her lips on mine.
I chuckled.
"Yes way,but i'm not gonna win that shit" i muttered.
She rolled her eyes and kissed me again.

"God Rigby i am very very happy for you" Rose added.
"Thanks"