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We're in my bed, her wound was kinda dried up by now.
I grabbed a towel and water and cleaned her face.
"Sorry" she said.
"For what?"
"For making my problems yours"
I smiled.
"That's not something you have to apologize for, where friends now. You're problems are mine now,deal with it"
She sighed.
I grabbed her chin and said.
"Don't worry,you're safe with me"
The tension i felt this morning is back.

She stared at my lips, i wasn't gonna kiss her.
Not yet..
I broke the tension by saying "do you want something to drink?"
"Uhm water?"
I walked to the kitchen to grab 2 glasses with water.

When i got back she was fidgeting with her hands.
I gave her her water and laid down.
She laid down too eventually.
"Tell me if you wanna sleep, I'm gonna shower real quick if thats okay with you" i said.
"Oh ofcourse,would it be okay if i shower too?"
I smiled at her.
"Ofcourse"

I showered and changed  into my pajamas.
She showered too.
When we were all done I asked "do you wanna sleep in the bed? I can sleep on the floor"
She giggled.
"No, or we both sleep in the bed or you sleep in the bed and i sleep on the floor"
"No I'm not letting you sleep on the floor" I protested.
"Than you and i both sleep in the bed" she said very happily.

"Alright than"
We layed in bed, the lights were still on.
I noticed that Clara was getting very tired.
"Should i turn off the lights?" I asked.
She nodded. I turned of the lights and got back in bed.
Not even 10 minutes later she wrapped her arms around me.
I turned so i could hold her too.
Maybe i am falling for her...


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"Girls it's time to wake up" I heard mom say.
I was already awake.
"Thanks mom" i said as she walked out.
I felt clara shift a bit, than she woke up.
Her arms were still around me.
"Shit sorry uhm"
I shushed her.
"Stop saying sorry"
"So-."
I placed my finger on her lips.
Again, tension.
I licked my lips and got out bed.

Changed in some chill clothes and so did Clara.
When we changed we walked out.
"Oh hey girls, Clara how are you feeling now?"
"Oh uhm better, thanks miss O'connell"
"Oh honey i told you yesterday, call me Maggie"
"Sorry"
I punched her arm softly.
"Quit with the sorry Clara" i said.

"You girls want something to eat?"
"I'll just eat an banana" i said.
I'm still not really eating properly.
"No" mom said.
"I'll make you girls something"
That means we're getting waffles.

Billie walked out of her room.
"Y'all are hella loud man" she said as she grabbed a glass and filled it with water.

"I'm going to the toilet" Clara said.
"Alright"

"Yo rig, i walked in your room in the middle of the night to see if you were sleeping. And you and Clara were like all cuddly and shit"
"Yeah she wrapped her arms around me yesterday evening i prob fell asleep like that."
She smirked.
"Cute"
"Oh fuck you Billie, she is very pretty and sweet but i only know her for like a day"
She laughed.

Clara got out of the bathroom and mom told us our breakfast was ready.
We ate our waffles and i went to the toilet after that.
"Hurry up Rigby, you're gonna be late"
Mom yelled from the kitchen.
I was just thinking, i know that in some days Clara and i are gonna film our first stage kiss, i don't want our first kiss to be just for the show.
I have to kiss her earlier.

I got of the toilet washed my hands and opened the door.
Mom was already outside in the car.
Me and Clara walked to the car too.
The drive was just boring.

When we arrived Conner ran up to us.
"HEYYYY"
I looked at Clara and we laughed.
"Hey connerr" we said.
Mariah walked up to us.
"Hey uhm girls have you thought about the kiss, is it gonna be staged or real?"
"Uhm"
I looked at Clara and she bit her lip.

"Tell me in 3 days, cmon time to film" Mariah said.
We filmed some scenes, some heavy scenes.
First day of school and shit.
I met some other girls who are playing friends of brooklynn (clara)
They were okay, very silent.

When the day was over Clara asked me if she could stay for an extra night, her parents weren't home in 3 days...
I asked mom and she said it was okay.
She looked relieved.
We got back home and went in my room.
"So about that thing Mariah said"she randomly said.

"Oh yeah, I don't really care if it staged or not whatever you want"
She smirked " I don't know, i mean staged is ok but real maybe looks better"
"I mean i don't know how you kiss but" she added.
I laughed.
"We'll have to find out"
She laughed.
"Wait your ex is Hazel right?"
"Yeah?"
"She's in my class"
"Call her to ask if i'm a good kisser, i kinda wanna know"

We called Hazel.
"Uhm hey, Clara whats wrong"
"Nothing just, is Rigby a good kisser?"
"Uhm yess, why"
"Just curious, thanks"

We hang up and laughed so hard.
"I mean now we know" i said.
"No, maybe she's lying"
I just know she wants to kiss.
I grabbed her chin and kissed her.
Her mouth opened and i stuck my tongue in.
After some seconds i pulled back.
"So.. does that answer your question?"
She blushed.
"Uhm yes you're horrible" she giggled.

I looked shocked.
"Kidding, you're the best kisser I've ever kissed" she said.
"Ouuw thank you" i pouted.
"Wait are you straight?"
"Bisexual, but boys suck"
"True"
She giggled and looked me in the eyes.

"What now?" She said.
"Uhm I don't know, atleast we don't have to stage the kiss"
She nodded.
"Yes, but what are we?"
"I don't know, lets just not put a label on it yet"
She agreed.
I grabbed her chin and kissed her again.
She smiled.

The day was over before we knew it.
She was now sleeping in my arms, I can't believe we kissed.. already.
I texted Billie.
"Can you come to my room?"
20 seconds later the door opened.

"Whats up?"
"Uhm we kissed" i said shy.
She smiled.
"So?"
I sighed "so, i only know her for 2 days and we already kissed,how?"
"Love at first sight huh?" She giggled
"Billie this isn't some sort of joke, we kissed"
"Yeah, and thats okay. A kiss doesn't mean a relationship. You have all the time to think about what comes next"
"I'm only 15.." i said.
She laughed.
"16 in 3 months"
That's crazy actually, i turned 15 in Detroit at the start of tour.
The fact that tour was 9 full months.
That's crazy actually, the European tour was long but than we also had festivals and Australia and Asia and shit.

I hope I get a car when im 16.
But i doubt it.

I laughed at Billies comment.
"And you already had sex so what"
I smiled.
"Hazel said i was a good kisser"
I said quietly.
"Thats good"
"Yeah.. i'm just scared, every relationship i had ended weird. What if she's leaving me too?"
"if she does,she does. You guys are young just let it happen and have fun"

I hugged her and she gave me a small kiss on my forehead.
"I'm sleeping at Rose's place tonight,call me if you need me! I love you and I'm very proud of you and youre my cute lil sister and-"
I shushed her.
"I love you more bill"

"Bye baby"
"Bye sis"
And she left my room.
I felt Clara move.
"She is really a good sister Rig"
"Yeah she is"
I smiled at that.
Clara is an only child, that must be so lonely.
"You know Clara, whenever you feel alone our doors are always open for you"
She gave me a little kiss on my lips.

My stomach flipped, i know her for not even a week and she already makes me fall like a block.
That's crazy.
"Sorry, i, i sorry that i kissed you"
I kissed her to shut her mouth.
"It's fine"
"But we only know each other for like 2 days"
"So?"

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