Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟭𝟬

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

"Mani you can wait a little longer it's fine"

"I know but I don't want too. It feels bad spending your money and I'll have to anyway"

"Mani"

"Steven"

"I'm just saying you don't have too or atleast you don't have to work full time"

"I won't. Since im still in school it's just for saving purposes and anything I want."

"That means you'll move out and my heart can't handle that yet"

"Oh my goodness"

Steve picked me up from school since he was off today and let me run errands with him. Of course I ended up telling him what happened and I explained that I wanted to get Jake an apology gift. I also told him that while we were in the mall I'd fill out some applications for a job so I could be making money again.

As I stated recently he doesn't have any biological children so we're his kids and I'm pretty much his oldest daughter. I said application and the man turned so pink he looked like a Kirby plushie. Before we moved I watched dogs and made hella money off of it. I still have money left over from it but I'm gonna need more eventually and it's not like I can't ask for the money I just don't like asking for it. Even when they give me money I keep it and just spend the money I have from watching.

I only use that money if I absolutely need to but they just keep adding on. I sound spoiled, I know, I know and maybe I am but it's to an extent. I don't whine about money and I don't always take advantage of my privileges even though I could. Which is why I want a job. Plus I'll need one eventually anyway and as long as I enjoy it I don't care about it.

"Speaking of, when do you plan on moving out?"

"......sometimeafterigraduate...." I mumbled.

"I can't hear you"

"sometimeafterigraduate" I spoke a tad louder hoping he'd just misunderstand and accept it.

"Why are you talking so fast?"

"GOTDANGIT ! Some time after I graduate" I spoke clear enough for him to hear me. Here it comes.

"After you graduate!?" he repeated.

"I said SOME TIME after" I corrected him.

"That's not the point you want to leave that early ? We just moved here"

"I'll still come home it's not like you'll never see me. Just think of it as me having a place to have all my weird pets and invite my loud friends over. Plus there's a process so if I do even find a place it won't  be until the end of the year or maybe the next year" I tried convincing him but he was not having it.

Every excuse I had he had a response as to why I shouldn't go just yet. I've always been in either a full house or one with no peace and privacy. Having my own spot may not be easy but it's worth it to finally feel free. I love my family but I can't live with them forever. By the time i got him to accept an answer we were in the parking lot of a big office.