Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟳𝟮

𝗝 𝗔 𝗞 𝗘

"Come on man is she coming or not ? If you're gonna take all day I'm just gonna call her myself and interrupt your call"

"Jake you just saw her yesterday get a hold of yourself. Fuck. I know she's your girlfriend but gotdamnit she was my friend first"

"Danny do you want YOUR mouth wired shut ? Because it sounds like it"

"Are you two still at it ? It's been three days, cut it out" Chris groaned.

"If anyone can bicker for days it's those two. Especially about Imani" Mom giggled. "Give me the phone Daniel" She came over and took the phone from him. "Mani ? Hey honey....yes they are....hmm alright....no of course not he'll be just fine...don't worry he'll just whine until he sees you but we'll get him on stage...alright sweetie we'll see you soon"

"What'd you tell her ?" I question. "What's she say ?"

"She said get your ass in your room and pack so you can go and she'll be there tomorrow night"

"HA! Wait she's not coming today ?"

"Idiot" I roll my eyes.

"No she has to get her wrist checked out today and one final checkup tomorrow morning"

"And you told her it's okay ? That's not okay she can't miss the show"

"Jake Vandle she has important things to do"

"Ma it's Wednesday, the show is Friday night how does that work ?"

"You'll get to Dallas late tonight and use tomorrow for the prep. She can miss that part. She'll arrive before you go to sleep and you'll see her before you leave to the venue on Friday so stop whining and get your ass in that room and pack or YOU won't be making it"

"Yes ma'am"

"I think you pushed her buttons bro" Corey whispered, following me.

"No shit. She didn't have to yell at me I'm too old to be yelled at"

I couldn't call Love myself because my phone had died and needed to charge so I asked Danny to call for me and ask her if she would be coming with us today or not but instead he wanted to ask her questions of his own. I just needed to know because I haven't seen her all week except yesterday when I went to her job but that didn't last long.

We've been preparing for our shows and it's keeping me busy on top of my therapy sessions, teaching sessions, brand management with our new name change and promotion with her work hours, spending time with her family, packing and getting stuff done for college. I can't see her as much as I want to. I have to say all this busyness is keeping me from that gloom but it's keeping me away from my girlfriend and she's my main source of happiness.

I just have to learn how to balance it better. I can't afford to fuck up like this when she's about to leave. If I keep blowing her off like this she'll kill me for sure.

Plus I know she's still been a little sad lately and I wanna cheer her up but I never find the time to. I really hope this show will make her happy. She likes watching me perform and hearing me play or sing so I hope this will be enough.