Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟭𝟰

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

"Mani, Love, you've been in three stores and it's only 11am. I'm starving and your stomach already growled on the way here. Can we please get some kind of food ? Maybe it'll help you decide better." Jake proposes.

I sigh and squeeze my eyes close before answering him, "Yeah you're right. Come on let's get you some food."

"Thank God" He groans as I pull him to the food court.

He got two large pretzels because I told him I didn't want any, just a drink. He was persistent on making me eat something but I was stressed so bad that I couldn't, my stomach had been feeling queasy all morning and I was exceptionally shaky.

"For such a small boy you eat a good deal" I watch Jake as he eats his pretzel so innocently. I felt crummy for having him with me and didn't even consider getting food. He offered to help me today because we have a until 7:00 for homecoming. I won't take long but I also don't want to risk it anymore.

He laughs to himself and looks at me, "Because I don't eat many times a day but when I do, I eat a lot. This will probably be the only thing I have until later. Here, have some."

I look at the pretzel he's holding up to my mouth and shake my head. "No thank you rockstar. You enjoy your pretzel."

"Come on just eat a bite. Please ?" He pleaded with his eyes and I gave in. I took a bite of the pretzel, using his hand to pull it away. "It's good right ?"

"Yeah, somebody wouldn't approve of that though" I taunt him.

"Why do you always bring her up ?" He whined.

"Because you're still with her" I chuckle. "You can't expect me to forget just because she's not here."

"I haven't forgotten about Lennon but I don't bring him up ever five minutes"

"Because you don't care that I talk to him I care that you talk to Jada. It feels uneasy when we do this especially because we both have other people"

"You don't like fun little games like this ? It doesn't give you a rush ?" He jumps his eyebrows with a smirk.

"No. If I want a rush I'll do something to get one but it won't be with somebody's else's boyfriend."

"Ohhhh so you're possessive and kinky ?"

"What the fuck? How did you get that from what I just said ?" I laugh loudly.

"You admitted to being okay with doing obviously risky stuff to get a rush but you rather do it with your own boyfriend"

"That's kind of normal though is it not ?"

"I know what you meant Love don't be secretive with me. I can see right through you I know what your into"

"Oh ? You know what I'm into do you ? You mind explaining?"

"No I have a girlfriend remember?" He side-eyes me with a smirk.

"WOWWW touché rockstar, touché. I wanna ask you something really quick"

"Go on"

"I saw a black book with your name on it in the seat earlier. It looked important, what is it ?"

"Your nosey is showing Love" He smiles.

"Let's call it curiosity. For all I know it could be the murder plans for me or my name written in red"

"If I murdered you, you'd come back for it again. That's my song book. It stores all my riffs, notes and lyrics that I've written"

"You write songs too ?"