Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟯𝟴

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

When my eyes fluttered open I felt a tight grip on my arm and burning sensation on my chest. I look down and see Jake's hand squeezing my arm though his head was buried in my neck. We were still in our spooning position with my back on his chest.

I became short of breath only then realizing that his arm was tightly pulling me against him. His grip was so tight that the only way I'd get out of it was him removing them himself.

"Baby wake up" I try speaking to him hoping it'll get him up or atleast conscious enough to hear me.

No response.

"Babe ?" I then wiggle my arm thinking he'll loosen his grip but it only tightened and he started whimpering. I had no choice but to pinch him as hard as I could.

I squeezed the skin on the back of his arm with my free hand tighter until he jumped up, letting my body go. I exhaled heavily and sat up quickly. I looked back at him and his eyes were bloodshot red as if he had been crying in his sleep.

We looked at each for what felt like minutes. He stared at my hand as it rubbed my arm that now hand a faint print of his fingers around it. He noticed and started apologizing instantly.

"Baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry I didn't know I was squeezing you so tightly it was an accident I promise. Love I-"

"Jake ! Stop. It's just an imprint and it'll go away in less than 10 minutes. Im okay. Are you okay ? What were you dreaming about ?"

"I- I- I don't wanna talk about it right now. Let me see your wrist"

"Babe"

"Let me see it. Please"

I sigh. He's not letting it go. I show my wrist and he caresses it, kissing it and apologizing again. I crawl next to him and pull him down into my arms. I kissed his head and used our morning to comfort him. If this happens every year I wonder what his birthdays are normally like ?

"Love I would never hurt you or even put you in harms way"

"I know baby. Your heart is pounding you should calm down" His head rested in my neck again and I could feel his heart pounding in his chest against my rib cage.

"Kiss me" He mumbles.

"What ?"

"Kiss me."

I lean my head down to kiss him and he immediately takes control over me. Before I know it, he's hovering over me and kissing me with his hand on my hip.

"Is this supposed to be your morning sex experience?" I ask in between kisses.

"No it's me kissing ass but trying to find the best way to show you how grateful I am of you."

"If you have a good day I'll be satisfied."

"Will you be with me ?"

"Of course I will"

He smiles against my chest and kisses it. I'm so tender for him it's pathetic. We stayed in bed for another hour before Maddie bursted in with breakfast that Bella made. The three of us watched a few SpongeBob episodes and then got our day started.