Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟮𝟱

Sorry guys it's a bit long😭🫶🏽

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

𝗧𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗱𝗮𝘆(𝟯 𝗗𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗟𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿)

Vin has texted me every day and night trying to talk to me but I got tired of it and blocked him. Actually, in a way, I've been relieved since we broke up. I couldn't feel heartbroken over it because my body started rejecting him mentally, physically AND emotionally. I knew when I started feeling sick after he kissed me.

He just didn't feel like the same guy, that's what made me sad. It's crazy how he seemed so sweet only to end up like this. On to the next I guess. I definitely know to trust my gut when it says to be cautious.

Jake has been on my mind heavily because I haven't spoken to him. He texts me but when he saw that I wouldn't respond he just resorted to saying goodmorning and goodnight.

Alana and I are still texting. She's thinking we could just give them a visit at work when they least expect it. It was the best option in my eyes for them to atleast meet and talk a little. She wants to go tomorrow because she has to play with a band in a nightclub today.

"Pumpkin ? You're not at work today ?" Steve stops by my room when he notices I'm not at work.

"Nah, apparently something happened and now they have to fix the place before we can go back. I leave my shift and now there's a mysterious hole in roof."

"Well that sucks. You've been at home a lot for the past few days is everything alright ?"

"The fact that you asked that questions says I'm out way more than I should be but yeah everything's fine just took some time. Probably just gonna go to Danny's later. He's supposed to play some riffs for me"

"You still going with the music lady tomorrow?"

"Yep. I know it'll be fine though, they can do it"

"Good thinking. Need a ride ?"

"Uh sure. Buy me a milkshake ?" I point my pointer fingers at him.

"Yes maam" He groans and walks to get his keys.

"Sucker!" Kei yells from his room.

𝗗𝗮𝗻𝗻𝘆'𝘀 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲

"DANIELLE!!" I yell out to Danny as I walk in with Jesse.

"IMANUEL!!"

"I-" I laugh loudly.

"What's up Mani ? Jake's been moping in and he was distracted yesterday when they were practicing. You two having trouble ?"

His theory took me by surprise."They told you?"

"Yup. If it helps he really does care about you. You know they have that graduation in two weeks"

"You two will make up soon trust me.

"I'm sure he hopes so"

"You come to get your tatt today ?"

"Depends, you free to do it ?"