Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟱𝟰

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

After Jake and I parted ways for the night, Dej, Ess and I decided to go back out on the town and drive to wherever the road took us. My mom did call and fuss at us a little because we were out at 4 AM but she forgot all about it after we got back in. Since we were up late you'd think we'd sleep late but we had to be awake by 10 AM to make it to my appointment. I FINALLY get my braces off after my orthodontist extended my time again.

The appointment is at 11 so I wanted to be up by at least 10. I woke up early because I heard Dej next to me giggling. My eyes opened slowly and I saw that she was giggling at me.

"Are you recording me right now ?" I mumble.

"Yes, you're such a cute sleeper. You sleep with your lips pouted and you just look so soft it's adorable" She giggles more, rewatching what she recorded.

"You really are friends with Jake huh ?"

"Speaking of, he says Goodmorning and he thinks you look beautiful"

"Isn't he sweet" I grabbed my phone to text him and say 'Goodmorning my handsome boy'. "Aren't they with Alana today ?"

"Yeah he and Eeson are hiding out in the studio together for a while and he got bored"

"Ugh" My eyes roll.

"I don't think they see each other as much as you think. Jake wouldn't do that, and definitely not to you"

"I know. And it's not him it's her. I shouldn't be as bothered as I am but I'm not crazy she wants him and if I find out she's pushing up against him I'm knocking all of that shit over"

ᶜᗩᗰⁱᒪᵃ decided to stay and help the team at the company the guys work at. She's on the journaling and promotion team meaning she works awfully close to them. They have photo shoots, interviews, promotional events and more and she has to be there.

I sound absolutely insane and jealous as hell but it's hard not to be this way. I realized only now that it's probably how Vin felt and it was wrong to disregard him like that. THAT I'm sorry for but I'm not sorry for leaving him and trusting myself in taking it slow. He turned out to be the piece of shit I didn't want him to be. Makes feel a little less bad about how it ended. I'm sure he'll be fine.

Dej and I laid in bed for about a few minutes before getting up to get out day started. After my appointment, we called the guys to show them my new smile and they were all overtly excited. They sat the phone on the floor and stood over it because they were huddled up and wanted to all be in the camera. After we let them go, nothing was planned besides dinner later so we decided to go to the gym and hope that passes some time.

We got breakfast on the way there and made it by 1:30. It was more packed than usual and the boys were right, there's more women here now. Probably because they found out who the owner is. I'd join too honestly.

"The ladies are out today aren't they" I say to Dej as we check in.

"They sure are, do you think Kian is in his office ?"

"Probably. He's either there or a meeting. Wanna check ?"

"Yeah, if he's there maybe he'll buy us drinks"