Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟱𝟴

𝗜 𝗠 𝗔 𝗡 𝗜

"Mani ! Mani get up we have to go!" Dej shook me hurriedly.

"Why ? It's so early where are we going?" I rubbed my eyes, feeling everything but awake.

"It's Jake, they think he overdosed"

"What !?"

"I know but we have to go"

We both jumped up in fear barely getting dressed and rushing to the hospital. Everyone seemed to be arriving at the same time. Dunner was pacing the side of the room with a look mixed of distress and fear. We all rushed over to him and questioned him about what happened.

"He texted me that he was going for a drive after his argument with Mani. He didn't get back until late last night and I just assumed he was tired because he looked drowsy. That was until he didn't get up this morning for our little playing sessions and he always gets up when we have sessions we never miss them"

"Have they confirmed ?" Kian asks.

"No they're still trying to get him to stay conscious. Mani what'd you say to him ?"

"Me? I didn't say anything to him" I opposed.

"Well you must have or else he wouldn't have been out late and decided to get high" Bella remarks.

"I didn't say anything I just left because he didn't want me there"

"You know he can't be without you ! You already want to leave him for college knowing it'll hurt him. You may as well break up with him !"

"What ? What are you talking about?"

"We're not stupid. You took the call outside. You want Jake to be happy so you won't hurt him when he leaves! You're so selfish!!"

My body rose instantly as well as my eyes shot open with tears in them, looking straight out of the window. My heart raced and pounded so hard in chest I could almost hear it. I may as well had been hyperventilating, taking deep breaths until my heart calmed down and my body didn't feel so limp. That nightmare scared me to the core.

It feels so real during the moment and I can't help but think of Jake. He probably doesn't want to see my face let alone see my text or hear my voice right now. He probably hates me actually I wouldn't be surprised if I woke up single. In a rush I grabbed my phone to call him but there wasn't an answer. My texts delivered but there was no response or even a read receipt. I texted Dunner instead to just ask if he was at home and if he's okay. According to Dunner he's fine he just went to the gym. I would check his location but he turned it off last night.

There's some relief knowing that he at least woke up today but that doesn't make me feel any better about myself.

"You alright ?"

The rush and panic made me forget that Dej was ever here. "Yeah I'm fine, you ?"

"Yeah" She stretched her body, waking herself up but laying back down onto the pillow. "You have a nightmare or something ?"

"Yes" I exhale heavily.

"Alright then" She turned over on her back and looked up at the ceiling. My eyes narrowed at her but I quickly caught the memo. I copied her movement and also laid on my back looking at the ceiling.