Heroin || BWWM||Book.1

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝟳𝟱

𝙄 𝙈 𝘼 𝙉 𝙄

"I'm almost out of here boys. I still can't believe it"

"You're smart, I'm not too surprised. Are you nervous ?"

"Of course I am. It's London and I'm American. So much to do and learn all while keeping a stable life. I don't know Chris sometimes I don't think I can do it"

"Ah don't think like that. You'd never let yourself fall into a spot you can't come out of. Don't let the nerves scare you out of this"

"I'm too close for anything to scare me out of it. I just feel discouraged sometimes, I know I can do it though. I kind of wish I could fast forward"

"Fast forward ? You WANT to leave us ?"

"Eeson no I don't WANT to leave but I have stuff I just rather speed past"

"Imani Zorèlee Shane are you running from your problems ? That's so 'Jake' of you" Eeson teased me dramatically.

"Shut up" I laughed. "I don't even wanna get into that honestly"

"Are you gonna be alright ? You know we're always willing to help"

"Yeah I'm good. I can handle myself. Thanks for coming to help me empty move this stuff around. I don't wanna keep you and have you tired before the show"

"Anytime Mani. Talk to J.V ?"

"Pfft ! No." I roll my eyes. "Not even a text when he got home last night. I haven't texted him either. I wanna know how long it'll take before I break his jaw or he realizes he hasn't spoken to me"

"Sooo what I'm hearing is that this isn't gonna end well ?"

"Not for him. He'll be seeing me beforehand the night is over"

"Just smack him around a little bit he can't work if he's dead"

"Yeah, sure"

Chris and Eeson came over to help me move my room around and clean it up nicely. Next weekend we're planning to go down to the beach in Galveston. That's my last big outing before I'm off. We may make a trip to go and see our family before I go, we haven't decided yet. The time couldn't be moving quicker but it's somehow still slow.

I could've sworn I got that letter two weeks ago. Now I'm two weeks away from leaving. Momma let Essence hang out with Corey, Chase, Kaid and her friend from school. Both my parents were working and I didn't want to just sit at home so I had these two come over but instead of going to do something they insisted on helping me with something in exchange for food. I got the idea to just make enough food and pack it up for them to eat when they're setting up for later.

The timing was perfect. Just when I started packing the food Alana called to tell them it was time to meet up. We separated the food into bowls where everyone had their own with a different color. I sent them off with food, cold water bottles and a ziplock bag of cookies just to make it cute. When their backs were turned I managed to sneak a note into it wishing them good luck. They left and I got ready so I could pick up Dej and we could get there in time to get good spots.

Alana couldn't get us balcony seats because there isn't one so she got us general admission and it's first come first serve and yet we still somehow got in the pit right in front of the stage. Thank God.